P-O-P-ohhh

ha ha ha finally its over. 13 weeks of hell has gone past swiftly and smoothly. Alhamdulilah...it has been a great ride. From a 0 chin-up to 6 he he..could be more..just have to keep on going. I think i could pass my ippt if i maintain my fitness level by exercising whenever i am free.

Oh yeah, i guess i will be getting Company Instructor as my vocation. It will only be known tmr when i book in to camp but i am pretty sure i will be landed in the above-mentioned vocation. Man...i dont know what to say. If i were to get it, then i guess i will have to spent the next 1 years and 9 months tekan-ing new recruits. Opps by the way, do address me as Private Hali from now yeah!! he he he

Hmm..its 11.18pm, i will have to sleep soon, got to wake up at 5.30am tmr morning for booking in back to camp. Sigh....:(

Ohh ya, i am gonna watch narnia and harry potter next week. it will be a movie marathon. So late than watch haiyahh..he he(payday man...)

Nitez

WHAT THE..

I was Out Of Course from Section Commander Course! I guess its best to do things which you are really interested at and just because it pays well. I guess its something i can learn from. Now, i am into my last week in BRTC and most probably, i will land up myself into medic course which honestly, i dont fancy at all. Perhaps, that’s the key. Who knows i will end up liking the course more than ever. Becoming a medic and saving lives isnt kental at all what.. There are still many things i have yet to discover about myself..

Its raining out there, gonna prepare myself for book in later. Hopefully, things are going to be better this week.

:)

1 more week..

Alhamdulilah..1 more week to Section Commander Course hopefully.. I know its going to be tough both mentally and physically but i guess i need that to get me out of my comfort zone more. U need the punches rite in your face in order to earn some respect. So why not give it a shot! Its your one and only chance. Just give your best effort man..

So here i am, in front of my acer comp in the room, waiting for 6 more mins to watch underworl evolution on channel 5.. Gosh, i wanna watch paranormal activity 2 and the town. Guess, maybe next week.. I am so happy with my progress in IPPT..Improvement for my SBJ,PULL UP, SHUTTLE RUN and 2.4km.. Just 15more secs and i know i pass yahooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Emergency Rescue Team here i come..then maybe HazMat!! Thought of signing on..either in police or cd but lets not get to carried away ay..lets focus on getting silver for ippt..

OooOO am i having a crush in someone..

In love, when u have been hurt, move on, forgive him/her cos believe me, thats the best way to settle things. Get on with life and stay positive. Opps its 10.01pm..see ya later//

Yabadabadooo!!!

2 more weeks of PTP and whooshh..hopefully i will be off to the hellishes of all hell that is the civil defence academy for my Section Commander Course for like 6 months only!!!:P Or i could stay with few others and complete my basic rescue training for another 5 more wks which is alright to me..heee...wouldnt mind being a provost or driver u know. But i am goin with the flow..i always emphasize in getting myself fit and passing my ippt.

I still have to work hard on my pull up, sbj and 2.4 but i can really see a huge improvement compared to b4 entering national service. I really thank the PTIs for their effort in helping us all. Hopefully, i can manage to pass all the 5 sations and perhaps getting silver at least..

There is this girl in my facebook friends list which i have yet to talk to..but would love to..i just dont know why i have yet to approach her. Know her through my ex few years ago in ITE. I must say i admire her very much though i dont really know her that well cos we havent spoke to each other, just wave wave and thats only like for a couple of times when i was still with my ex. I really do think she's my type but guess i have to look at myself in the mirror first. She's my age perhaps older a bit. She's cute and from her picture, she's decent and knows her roots well. Its hard to find such people around anymore.. Haiz..hopefully one day, i can find the strenghth to start a conversation with her.

Bayangan Gurauan

Bayangan Gurauan
Artist: Mega


Tak pernah ku alami
Tak mungkin ku hindari
Di himpit perasaan
Bayangan gurauan

Di dalam jaga ku tercari-cari
Di dalam tidur termimpi-mimpi
Siapakah gadis misteri
Melambai dan terus menyepi

Jangan biarkan ku ternanti-nanti
Usah benarkan masa berlalu pergi
Cintamu oh! gadis misteri
Adakah kekal dan abadi

Andai di berikan emas permata
Ku pilih senyumanmu
Andai kupunyai mahligai indah
Ku hadiahkan untukmu

Dalam berjuta bintang berkelipan
Kau bagaikan kejora
Antara ribuan mata menikam
Takkan kubiarkan kau tenggelam

Di dalam jaga ku tercari-cari
Di dalam tidur termimpi-mimpi
Siapakah gadis misteri
Adakah dapat ku kenali
(Belum puas ku temui)

Saturday Nite Rest Only At Heavenly Place I call HOME

Yahoo..4 weeks down and 4 more weeks to go for my PTP stage. Well, if u aint sure what's PTP, it stands for Physical Training Phase!! Damm tiring, hurting and feels like the hell was brought upon us all!! lol.. But i am relishing all of these to the core cos i love the taste of my sweat! It feels great to be free..if only u are in my place, u would know how it feels like. To have your mind finally free from self-imagined fears and past mistakes. Hopefully, i would be a better person from now onwards..

Moving on, its great to finally see my ex WNF getting on with her life once more. Hopefully, she found her one true love and may they live happily together forever. :0 :) Just to admit, i still feel for her but guess its fated we're not meant to be together and the best way is to wish each other best in life.

Being cut away from my civillian life feels like being introduced to a whole new world. You get to know, to experience a different kind of life and discover more about your abillity and potentials. You see new people, learn new rules and to abide them. Being obedient and dedicated is no lonegr an option but a necessity in order to survive and to excel. I saw four SRB guys fainted, being strecthed off to the ambulance perhaps because of heat stroke. They were engaged in the middle of a drill when they gave in to the pain.. I am scared at first seeing them being strecthed off in a life threatening situation..one of them had bubbles and foams gargling out of his mouth..:( But i am here prepared. I would give my very best for my country. It would be an honour:) Fire-fighter till the end!!

Hmmmm..gonna doze off.. Need to recharge my battery once more.. Have a good nite rest:)

A New Life

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all muslims around the world. WowwwwWeeeee...its a new life. Its been 1 week into National Service and everything is surely different like totally opposite. But i like it! Civil Defence yeah!

Oooo..great celebration but i guess all this will be lost during my physical training in camp lol. I must say that the meals over there were delicious! Ha ha...

Ok..i hope to meet up soon with some people like Farhan, Cik B and some others once i am free..It will be like 2 weeks stay-in here in camp. Today is 12september, so u add 14days u get...?? And great, i am a platoon ic..lol but i dont mind it really..

Ok gotta head off to Jalan Bahar!! I miss u Singapore and please dont play with fire or i will have to come to wherever the place is. he he he

Enjoy your day!!!!

Sahur Time!!

Heyya folkz! Yeah yeah..its me once again, sitting rite here in this very same room trying to think of what to type. he he Ermm..time check. I am left with 3 more days of my civillian life and it would take another 2 more years before i can sleep like a baby once again lol..Narhh, things will change and for the better, i prefer to be a fireman all the way.

I managed to see Geylang Serai at night with my parents the other day. I've alwasy told them that i would like to see Geylang Serai at night with the lightings and the celebration mood over there. It was nice and i will take this with me to camp. I've just watched the Pursuit of Happiness and it really opened my eyes. Throughout all this years, i have alwasy look down on myself. I tried to get involved in relationships and obviously it didnt work as i have miserably failed from them twice. I lost many good friends of mine and i guess its my fault. I dont deserve to be their friend simply because i was very selfish throughout the period. You know who you are.. I miss talking and hanging out with my best friends. Guess, i am pretty fucked up. And its a factual summary. I am losing faith and i am losing it anymore cos now, i am trying hard to make myself closer to god..to forgive what i've done and to give blessings to people i love..

I wont forget people who have stood by me...family and friends.

Benci Dalam Rindu -Anis Shahira Hashim

Oh my god!! Only like 8 more days to Basic Rescue Training Centre(BRTC). A nerves-wrangling mission but an important one for the sake of my lovely home nation Singapore heeee.. So dont play with fire folks or we the hot boyz will be comin to get ya.

Hopefully, i will get to know many friends and increase my life knowledge in this coming 2 years. I will be officially graduating on 7th September 2012. Thats something dont u think so? I'll miz many things like watching soccer on tv especially. ARSENAL!!! I love you Arsenal Football Club!


Ooo i guess i am getting some abs. Its there but not completely there maybe after 3 months hopefully, i'll be like Taylor Lautner he he.. Naarhh its all about fitness.

The other day i went back to my village in Simpang Renggam, i saw this pretty malay girl at a supermarket in the city region of Simpang Renggam. The supermarket is called Target and oh my god, i guess love was struck at first sight. She works as the store assistant as i can see from the attire she's wearing and i guess she's about 17, 18 or 19 years old but boy-oh boy, she has the sweetest smile of them all. It wasnt on planned when our eyes meet each other and i dont know why i just gave a smile to her out of my shocking disbelief on myself!! I know who i am..so shy..but i was different back there. A strange feeling encapsulate me at that moment and if only my parents werent there or were busy looking for groceries at the corners, i may have approached her. :P haiz..i've never approached a girl so i am now thinking of a tagline to use. Maybe.."Hai..agak-agak bile kite boleh couple??" ha ha thats from Nabil Raja Lawak on youtube lol. Hmm..i am sad i had to leave the mart without knowing her name. But i hope to be back again one day. :P Siapakah si gadis misteri itu??

Syukur kepadamu Ya Allah..

Muscle STRAIN

ooo i guess i've pulled my leg muscle.. Hmm that was like 2 days ago and thank god, its beginning to feel better now. I hope i can get 100percent fit soon so i could train up properly.

Today, i am going to head over to my village at Malaysia right after sahur. I guess i will be driving there with my family and i am so keen to drive because it will be not too long before such opportunity exist ever again. It will only be for 1 day 1 night cos my mom has been missing the spirit or ramadan over there and she wants to feel the experience over at Simpang Reggam, Johor which is about 70-80 kilometers away from Tuas Checkpoint. Normally, if it is a good day as in weekeday and aint a holiday, the journey would be fast and smooth. It takes like 1 hour 15 mins or so from my house to my village if i go at 120 km/hr.

Hmm i am so addicted to the sinetron Jelita on suria. I thought Agnes Monica was really pretty and elegant in that show along with the hero whom to me would be somehow familliar with the way i will treat Jelita if i were in the show.

Lastly, i pray to god it will be a safe journey.

Counting down the days..

Yeah, i am counting down the days.. Its fightening knowing u r gonna be leaving this life and be a changed person. I know i am so hard to accept changes but i hope that due to the nature of this change being a forced one, i will gradually be a better person. Matured, fit and happy.

My preparation for National Service are well in order. Its good knowing that i have improved much on my fitness level. Though its a fasting month, i kept on jogging and doing some physical activities in the late afternoon for like 5 times a week. There wasnt any problems as i am able to tahan myself he he from drinking water rite after every physical training session. fuhhh..

Its 4.35am now, i guess i will be going off for sahur soon.. Oh ya, yesterday, i went to geylang serai with my mom and aunt early in the morning for wet marketing ha ha. First time over there in this ramadan and i should say its a nice experience...but i can't imagine how many people visiting this place on weekend nights. Sure packed! Oh no..

Arsenal won 6-0 against Blackpool and i was there!!!! One more game before 7th sept. SCDF :( :)

Are you a triad member?

What a day yesterday was.. I was on my way walking back home from Hougang Mall when 2 Police Officers stopped me under block 535 for screening purposes. I was so nervous and angry at the same time as i felt i am not an Ah Beng who should be screened by them. But i guess they were just doing their jobs in ensuring i'm not a wanted terrorist or criminal of sort. They took my IC, inspect it and talk to their walkie-talkies. Wooah..i felt like a superstar waitiing to be ushered into a grand club he he..

Well that was over and today is a new day. Hmm, i wonder if i still have the opportunity to enter into the Police Force after my National Service. Hmm...

My stamina and fitness training has seen its rewards...alhamdulilah..he he

Ooo i crossed over some old videos of Malay Music singers and bands over at youtubr and i got hooked by it. I am so in loved and i missed the 80s and 90s music very much. Indonesian arent comparable to these evergreen songs. Where are these composers at now. I guess the malay music industry really need to pay these 'old' composers what they deserve so that we could get more of thse legendary songs. Songs by Saari Amri, M Nasir, J.S Kevin and many more. I love them all. Enough of Peterporn!

Ooo la la its 4am rite now, i am gonna sahur first and be sure to catch me again soon live on this blog. In the meantime, i am loving my civillian life more than ever before the day comes ha ha

Ramadan

Alhamdulilah..thank you god for bringing me to experience the month of Ramadan once again. I hope that from this moment onwards, things gonna change for the better for me spiritually. Please forgive my sins and guide me oh Allah...

Off to Sempang Renggam

Yup, i am going back to my village together with my family. I'll be driving there so i guess i'll need to rest first now before setting off at about 6pm.

Its going to be wonderful! Looking ahead to the journey. Ta ta:)

DK-San Raja KL

Suddenly remembering watching this gangster movie featuring Aaron Aziz, Syamful Yusof , why couldnt i remember the cuties names in this movie?? Ooh i watched it back at Kampong about a month ago. It was great together with my cozzins over there and i guess i will spend some time over there this coming weekend or in the puasa month:)

Hmm..i hope i can make it today. Was planning to do 4.8km at Hougang Stadium but i was just being reminded by bro to fetch him at the airport at 1715. Sigh sigh sigh..afternoon has always been the allocated timing for my physical training. Shit! But hey, maybe i can try exercising now cos its only 1440 and the weather seems cool and breezy.

So long folks! Would you like to join????

One more thing! Cesc is staying!!!! Yipeeee!!!! Love is so complicated yet so sweet..(i am talking about my love for Arsenal now he he)

SALT is out

Woohoo..14.35secs! An improvement.. Alhamdulilah, i can see my efforts being rewarded and i am so happy for that.

Ooo Arsenal should just sell fabregas. Unlike fernando torress of liverpool, fab has yet to speak up to committ himself to Arsenal. Just sell him man!! We get 40 million and i guess its worth it considering we snatched him for like 500k only years ago. he he

My body aint aching anymore..guess my body is already accustomed to my intensive physical trainings. Good..Now its time to do 30 sit ups! Hold for 37secs at the pull up bar!!

Oh i went to timezone at compass point with aiman and atikah 2 days ago. He he 30dollars gone but overall, it was nice.

"Life is not the amount of breaths you take. It’s the moments that take your breath away" ~ Hitch (2005)

Public Enemies

John Dillinger and the gang! Public Enemy era of 1930s in USA. Just watched the movie for the first time on HBO after i got back from helping my cousin 'moving house'. Regret! I should have watched this wonderful movie in cinema when it came out long time ago. Fucking brilliant and touching. So touching at the ending part that you can almost cry... That is one of the factors to me that makes a movie 'GREAT'.

Ermm..yeah, today has been very fruiful and tiring too. I got 60bucks for helping my cousin. And i got to exercise at the same time too. And some good deeds for helping others:)

Hope to catch inception tomorrow at AMK hub at 4.30pm cos i think it will have the same effect to me as did Public Enemies. So before i regret and before 7th sept, i guess i betta go see my hummingbird. Naaahh i mean the movie, Inception!

Good nite. Rest well. Sweet dreams..:)

Run Fat Boy Run

Ok i did 15.09secs for first run and 15.29 secs the next day? Where is the improvement? hmmm..i am planning to build on my muscle strength and weight resistance capabillity to enhance my physical strength he he. So we are heading to gym!!! Yipee..Tampines or Yio Chu Kang gyms are the best i guess.. What do u think? Any cool gyms in mind?

So its like few more days to Ramadan.. I would like to watch The Last Airbender in 3D with my little nephew. And maybe before 7th Sept, i would like to meet up dearly and reallly with my best friend Cik B! He he i cant wait to be called in action as a fireman! he he oh yeah, i have been keeping myself busy with learning the various first aid techniques via the internet. So no more working as an operator at flextronics changi? yep, i will miz the china people there, the aunties and my friends. Haiyen, Cinderella, Betty, Angel, Siow Le + many more. I will buy HP laptops in the future to support what i have been through over there hee.. Currently, i am at home, doing intensive workout, playing football manager, watching cartoons n soccer well basically all thats everything lol..

Time to sleep.. 12mins at least for 2.4km!! Hopefully it will be a reality again this time.

Rain Rain Go Away Come Again Another Day

Yea its raining here in hougang. Heavilly. Seems to me, Singapore is getting plenty of rainfall this year. More than ever! Guess we should be thankful cos places like in middle east and africa, they yearn for this type of weather very much. So what are we goin to do with all the excess rainwater that we have? I was thinking of several measures that PUB can take to ensure this whole scenario isnt that bad afterall.

1) We could recycle rainwater in various ways! You can use it to water the plants and harvesting crops perhaps. With green buildings seen around here more than ever, we could use rainwater instead in our drainage water system thus saving more water whenever we go and do our biznes he he in the toilet.

2) Still on recycling, SCDF can store these rainwater so as to put off fire in future events. You would save galllons of drinkable water believe me.

3) NEWATER!! Yes..they go through reverse osmosis process and whoosh..:) Its better thinking this way i mean of using rainwater instead of our pee and shit water that is to be converted to drinking water..

Enough with that, lets talk about 7th September. Yessa.. SCDF awaits me! 2 years of National Service. Plenty of time to think about my future. Its a good platform to start building my dreams and i hope to make full good use of the coming two years and beyond. Lol i am imagining myself going through an extreme makover of my body during the first 3 months of training. Hopefully by POP, i would have Jacob Black's body in the Twilight movies..:) Naah fitness is the most important thing. Healthy body, healthy mind thats right.. Woohoo..if there's an option to ride the big bikes of SCDF, i want to apply! I have yet to ride a class 2 bike on the road.. hmm..patience hali... One day, Narathiwat awaits you..

Wassup!!

Its great to be back. Just felt like blogging again. I miss blogging very much i guess. Its been like close to a year since my last post. Ermm, actually i was totally preoccupied with my life and had a few problems but its all in the past now.

Guess its time to move on. I thought of starting a new blog but whats the point? This blog is so cute to my liking cos i design it and i am proud of it anyway he he. Guess you'll hear from me a lot now before 7th September:)

Finally, i am heading to serve my nation this 7th September. Alhamdulilah thank god!! Will be serving in Singapore Civil Defence Force at Basic Rescue Training Centre (BRTC, Jalan Bahar). Cyrrently, i am slacking at home, building up my fitness and enjoying my civillian life as much as possible before 7th Sep he he. Just got back from a 2.4km run. Still huffing and puffing while typing this..

Guess,i'll have to get a shower and take my dinner for now. Astalavista baby..:)