P-O-P-ohhh

ha ha ha finally its over. 13 weeks of hell has gone past swiftly and smoothly. Alhamdulilah...it has been a great ride. From a 0 chin-up to 6 he he..could be more..just have to keep on going. I think i could pass my ippt if i maintain my fitness level by exercising whenever i am free.

Oh yeah, i guess i will be getting Company Instructor as my vocation. It will only be known tmr when i book in to camp but i am pretty sure i will be landed in the above-mentioned vocation. Man...i dont know what to say. If i were to get it, then i guess i will have to spent the next 1 years and 9 months tekan-ing new recruits. Opps by the way, do address me as Private Hali from now yeah!! he he he

Hmm..its 11.18pm, i will have to sleep soon, got to wake up at 5.30am tmr morning for booking in back to camp. Sigh....:(

Ohh ya, i am gonna watch narnia and harry potter next week. it will be a movie marathon. So late than watch haiyahh..he he(payday man...)

Nitez

WHAT THE..

I was Out Of Course from Section Commander Course! I guess its best to do things which you are really interested at and just because it pays well. I guess its something i can learn from. Now, i am into my last week in BRTC and most probably, i will land up myself into medic course which honestly, i dont fancy at all. Perhaps, that’s the key. Who knows i will end up liking the course more than ever. Becoming a medic and saving lives isnt kental at all what.. There are still many things i have yet to discover about myself..

Its raining out there, gonna prepare myself for book in later. Hopefully, things are going to be better this week.

:)

1 more week..

Alhamdulilah..1 more week to Section Commander Course hopefully.. I know its going to be tough both mentally and physically but i guess i need that to get me out of my comfort zone more. U need the punches rite in your face in order to earn some respect. So why not give it a shot! Its your one and only chance. Just give your best effort man..

So here i am, in front of my acer comp in the room, waiting for 6 more mins to watch underworl evolution on channel 5.. Gosh, i wanna watch paranormal activity 2 and the town. Guess, maybe next week.. I am so happy with my progress in IPPT..Improvement for my SBJ,PULL UP, SHUTTLE RUN and 2.4km.. Just 15more secs and i know i pass yahooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Emergency Rescue Team here i come..then maybe HazMat!! Thought of signing on..either in police or cd but lets not get to carried away ay..lets focus on getting silver for ippt..

OooOO am i having a crush in someone..

In love, when u have been hurt, move on, forgive him/her cos believe me, thats the best way to settle things. Get on with life and stay positive. Opps its 10.01pm..see ya later//

Yabadabadooo!!!

2 more weeks of PTP and whooshh..hopefully i will be off to the hellishes of all hell that is the civil defence academy for my Section Commander Course for like 6 months only!!!:P Or i could stay with few others and complete my basic rescue training for another 5 more wks which is alright to me..heee...wouldnt mind being a provost or driver u know. But i am goin with the flow..i always emphasize in getting myself fit and passing my ippt.

I still have to work hard on my pull up, sbj and 2.4 but i can really see a huge improvement compared to b4 entering national service. I really thank the PTIs for their effort in helping us all. Hopefully, i can manage to pass all the 5 sations and perhaps getting silver at least..

There is this girl in my facebook friends list which i have yet to talk to..but would love to..i just dont know why i have yet to approach her. Know her through my ex few years ago in ITE. I must say i admire her very much though i dont really know her that well cos we havent spoke to each other, just wave wave and thats only like for a couple of times when i was still with my ex. I really do think she's my type but guess i have to look at myself in the mirror first. She's my age perhaps older a bit. She's cute and from her picture, she's decent and knows her roots well. Its hard to find such people around anymore.. Haiz..hopefully one day, i can find the strenghth to start a conversation with her.

Bayangan Gurauan

Bayangan Gurauan
Artist: Mega


Tak pernah ku alami
Tak mungkin ku hindari
Di himpit perasaan
Bayangan gurauan

Di dalam jaga ku tercari-cari
Di dalam tidur termimpi-mimpi
Siapakah gadis misteri
Melambai dan terus menyepi

Jangan biarkan ku ternanti-nanti
Usah benarkan masa berlalu pergi
Cintamu oh! gadis misteri
Adakah kekal dan abadi

Andai di berikan emas permata
Ku pilih senyumanmu
Andai kupunyai mahligai indah
Ku hadiahkan untukmu

Dalam berjuta bintang berkelipan
Kau bagaikan kejora
Antara ribuan mata menikam
Takkan kubiarkan kau tenggelam

Di dalam jaga ku tercari-cari
Di dalam tidur termimpi-mimpi
Siapakah gadis misteri
Adakah dapat ku kenali
(Belum puas ku temui)

Saturday Nite Rest Only At Heavenly Place I call HOME

Yahoo..4 weeks down and 4 more weeks to go for my PTP stage. Well, if u aint sure what's PTP, it stands for Physical Training Phase!! Damm tiring, hurting and feels like the hell was brought upon us all!! lol.. But i am relishing all of these to the core cos i love the taste of my sweat! It feels great to be free..if only u are in my place, u would know how it feels like. To have your mind finally free from self-imagined fears and past mistakes. Hopefully, i would be a better person from now onwards..

Moving on, its great to finally see my ex WNF getting on with her life once more. Hopefully, she found her one true love and may they live happily together forever. :0 :) Just to admit, i still feel for her but guess its fated we're not meant to be together and the best way is to wish each other best in life.

Being cut away from my civillian life feels like being introduced to a whole new world. You get to know, to experience a different kind of life and discover more about your abillity and potentials. You see new people, learn new rules and to abide them. Being obedient and dedicated is no lonegr an option but a necessity in order to survive and to excel. I saw four SRB guys fainted, being strecthed off to the ambulance perhaps because of heat stroke. They were engaged in the middle of a drill when they gave in to the pain.. I am scared at first seeing them being strecthed off in a life threatening situation..one of them had bubbles and foams gargling out of his mouth..:( But i am here prepared. I would give my very best for my country. It would be an honour:) Fire-fighter till the end!!

Hmmmm..gonna doze off.. Need to recharge my battery once more.. Have a good nite rest:)

A New Life

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all muslims around the world. WowwwwWeeeee...its a new life. Its been 1 week into National Service and everything is surely different like totally opposite. But i like it! Civil Defence yeah!

Oooo..great celebration but i guess all this will be lost during my physical training in camp lol. I must say that the meals over there were delicious! Ha ha...

Ok..i hope to meet up soon with some people like Farhan, Cik B and some others once i am free..It will be like 2 weeks stay-in here in camp. Today is 12september, so u add 14days u get...?? And great, i am a platoon ic..lol but i dont mind it really..

Ok gotta head off to Jalan Bahar!! I miss u Singapore and please dont play with fire or i will have to come to wherever the place is. he he he

Enjoy your day!!!!