Dilemma

What should i do?

Am i giving up. Is what i have attempted to do is a sign of me giving up... I don't know.

Police or Diploma?

I want to work. I have finally realised the truth in sem 2.2 but would it be already too late.?I am scheduled for an interview this sat for the post of full-time police officer. Its what i want to do in life.

I am not willing to dissapoint my parents anymore if i cant get a diploma. I think i want to repay them back by working full-time, earning my money. Saving up. I know i have made mistakes in the past but i hope i wont regret anything in the future..

I am still pondering. I think i have lost my interest in studies...i think.

Back in Business

Hi

I am trying to finish up my BCM as soon as possible. Should have done earlier..

Finally, a facebook account. Lol

I have got nothing to say for now. I am busy. Always am.

I am tired of being busy but i cant give up.

The Unwanted

The Unwanted

Masih Ada Rindu

Sepasang matamu yang sayu
Merenung lembut ke wajahku
Membuat hatiku hancur lebur
Tak mampu ku tahan air mata yang gugur
Sesudah terputus ikatan
Dan tertutup pintu harapan
Mengapa harus berjumpa lagi
Sekadar melepas rindu tak bererti

( korus )
Tidak perlu kau bercerita
Tentang dirimu yang sudah berpunya
Ku tahu kau bahgia bersamanya
Tidak perlu kau bercerita
Tentang dirimu yang sudah berpunya
Ku tahu kau bahgia bersamanya
Hapuskan sahaja kenangan cinta kita

Meski antara kau dan aku
Masih ada kasih dan rindu
Tapi apa guna itu semua
Hanyalah menambah derita dalam dada
( ulang dari korus hingga akhir )
( ulang korus 3X )

Damsel in Distress

TGIF (Thank god its friday)

HAUT(hOW ARE U THERE)

IMB(I AM BORED)

SIS(Still in school)


Watched a movie called The Rainmaker in level 4 just now here in TP library. John Grisham's works are amazing!!

Did my netfund quiz today. Pretty confident. Not initially:)

Saw my besty in the librabry entrance today. She look different, barely noticed her.. Missed her for so long.. Gd to know she's loving her course. Good choice Cik B!! I dont think you would regret now bout dismissing the offer from RP back then.. Ol the best ay..

I feel like a shark waiting for its prey in a dirty water now. Lol..dont be alarmed! What i meant is that i cant wait for 19th may.. Yes u got it rite! Its my payday!!! Yeahhhhh.. ok who wants to eat satay!!!! just kidding.

Signing off for now.. May i have a fruitful weekend.. Adios:)

FORMULA 1-14

Energy Audit reminds me of Air Con Subject in ITE. Like it a lot though...

Enough of academic grumblings, so tell me when was the last time you did something for the first time?

Can't really think of niting mate!

Maybe i would like to go and watch a malay theatre show. I have watched one. Oh wait! I have done that! Hmm clubbing?? WHAT!? No no no no.. Nver been there. Never done that. Aint a night type of a guy. Money-wise, religion wise, family-wise and personal-wise and that sums up my decision on that.

But i would love to go on a holiday trip in Malaysia or Thailand one day on a bike of course. Just for some personal experience of being in stranger's land, alone or with friends. But i would love to go there alone first. KL would be nice. Thailand is kinda insecure at most times. Hopefully i could get to brush against some of my idols over there like Siti Nurhaliza, Zizie Izzete, Fasha Sandha, Umie Aida bla bla bla...

Opps gotta go, gonna do my NET FUND for now. Goodbye! Good Day Comp!!

Business Continuity Management

Heyya comp..wazzup!! Been gd? Me? I am doing fine here.. Still hanging in..lol

Am still in TP library.Its about 7.30pm now. I have just watched a movie called "Good Will Hunting".

Was taken aback by it. Just blew my hairs off. Realised that there's something more in life than to just filling in what others expect of you.

We should know ourselves very well. Our weaknesses and strengths. Then we could think of ways we could do about it. Doing what we want and most importantly, the things that we love..

I just need you to guide me through alway. My faith in you will never cease.

I had a good today. For the first time, my careperson, didnt mention my name as i have been on a 100% attendance list for the very first time ever since i got into TP. Felt weird though at how much i have changed this sem. How much i have wanted to salvage my future. Regrets??

Actually, i have many regrets. But i realised that there's no way i could move forward if i still live in the past. And i have no regrets now. What is regret? Have you ever feel regretful? Maybe its good if each one of us could just take 1 or 2 minutes off from work and have a good reflection on it.

Lets talk about money now!! Ha ha!! Oh man..i really wanna earn some cash now.. But hmm i guess i will have to relieve myself of any macdonalds work and duty for the moment. Cant wait for the two weeks of holiday in june. Would love to have at least 0.5k with me once its over.. Gotta get a new pair of shoes for daily purpose and 1 more pair for exercising purpose. Save up at least a hundred bucks. I would love to watch Transformers 2 on a gold class ticket uptown in Vivo yeah!! Most importantly, i wanna help my parents. And i wanna help them by focusing on my studies and term test which is just around the corner. For now. For my future...

Toshiba 4gb thumbdrive

Feeling tired now.. Drained of quiz and assesed lab work.

2 quizzes on thursday. Important net fund assignment for fri.

Hanging in there.

I cant wait for 19may 2009. I will get my pay soon. Gd thing that its twice a month. 1 pay for every 2 weeks. Most importantly is my hp bill, petrol budget and to save at least 20bucks in the bank per salary received.

Arsenal lost again.. Sucks.. I feel suck... I feel for the lads. I am sure we can bounce back again. I guess we need to boost up our defensive performance. We need chiellini form juve of course. Goodbye RVP, Adebayor and Gallas. I have a feeling that they will wanna go and find new experience. Fabregas too (in the near future). But i have been following the reserves. Good news!!

The likes of gibbs, wilshere, diaby, song, traore, fran merida and bendtner will be crucial for Arsenal's success in the near future.

Congrats Man U. But i will fancy Barcelona to beat them in Champions league. 3-0!!

More work to be done tmr in sch..

Toastmasters out of my mind now..hope to go for the meeting regularly as i have done before.

Congrats Keph! Lead the team ay!!

My birthday

Thank you god.. I am 22 now! I feel its gonna be the defining moment in life. I must learn to stand up for myself and believe in whatever i do.

Thanks keph, brandon, cik b and many of my friends for e birthday wishes though i would prefer something more 'material' if u know what i mean ha ha ha juz kidding..

Ok u know what, i am starting to be afraid of netfund lab.. But i love org comm teacher and my group, so happening! Always talk about soccer when she's teaching..lol.. We sit at the back of the class! We are the 'star karat' but most importantly, we finished our project at least 3weeks in advance!!!!!

Ok gonna eat my nuggets now, i mizz my childhood bestfriend cik b, where are you??? Though in same sch..sigh my timetable sucks this term, want to meet my friends oso difficult. Got 9 examinable modules siaa..... Shit man!!

My net fund group happening oso!! Eh i am so into singlish now sia..ha ha u have to adapt sometimes...:)

Water Supply System Notes To B Handed IN SOON

Alrite..the title sums up my day...

Bye...

ha ha got you rite!! Surely, you would like to know hows my day..how am i, eat alreasy or not etc etc..lol

So far so gd in sch. Got the hang of having lots of responsibilities already. Oh yeah i cant wait for tomorrow! 2 things! My birthday and my pay which is about 0.2k plus ha ha.. It came at the right time as i am looking forward to being a mature 22year old nerdy dude and also some cash to save and spend he he

Thank you god..

Its between adam, kris and danny now..

Save your files before the time is up lady!!

Please dont let Influenza A virus hit this small red dot.

Its 5.45pm and still in sch. Gd thing my group is done with org comm report. One down, many to go...sigh...

So far so gd..but things are really getting hot down here, well thats what we are suppose to expect. So lets just suck it up. Only 3 weeks more to term test. Bloody!!!!!

Had a conversation with my mum yesterday. I told her that of my intention to get a enrol for class 3 (manual) in the near future. Though i already have a class 3a, i am confident i can nick the manual part. Just 3 or 4 lessons would be enough i think. I just need to know how to clutch and touch-up on the parking techniques. I believe i can pass it first time. Believe! But nothing comes easy in life.

Sigh..arsenal lost to man u. Its okay gooners. Cheer-up. We were never expected to be here at the first place and let me tell you that we have proven the critics wrong! Big TIME! An improvement from last season:) I would be happy to see Arshavin marshalling the troops next season cos he's that damm gdddd...

I can't hide my feminine side can't i..

This library is getting packed already with year 1 students i believe misusing the computer by playing lan games!!! ha ha ha you think this is cybercafe is it!!! Look's who is talking lol..

Buzzzzzzing out.

Down and out?

Ignore the title if you dont have any idea bout it lol.. Oh gosh! More quizzzzezz and asses(assignments) to come.

I am so tired now..

Oh god..give me strength.

I love 90's.

I love you FT3934J

I will focus more into my studies now.

STRESS ANALYSIS

Stress Analysis Time...

Oh god..please help me. I am so stressful now. I dont know if i can make it through this term but i have to pass my emaths2, air con and bcm for sure. My tact is to focus on this 3 subjects and try to nick the others..

Gonna work later at 7pm.

I am so down right now. Should have gone to NS! That's what i have been thinking. But my heart urge me not to give up. Just 1 year plus more and i will be out of this.. I got 2.7 for gpa so what if i hit more than 3 by the time i graduate. Could be great rite?

So this is my plan. NS after poly..most likely i will be hoping to sign on for the police force and work my ass off till the day arrive. But its alrite though cos thats what i have always wanted to be. Further study sounds nice though but its part-time for sure. Oh what the hell, when am i gonna find a girl!? 35? 40? Hey life begins at 40 rite!! (Worst case scenario, just to make myself feel better)


Life is like a box full of chocolates. You never know what you gonna get.

Adam Lambert got the 2nd lowest vote. omg..

I am so into legal thriller.

I hate people who likes to assume things...

Be safe when you ride. Remember, its not just about you.