Sep 12, 2010

A New Life

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all muslims around the world. WowwwwWeeeee...its a new life. Its been 1 week into National Service and everything is surely different like totally opposite. But i like it! Civil Defence yeah!

Oooo..great celebration but i guess all this will be lost during my physical training in camp lol. I must say that the meals over there were delicious! Ha ha...

Ok..i hope to meet up soon with some people like Farhan, Cik B and some others once i am free..It will be like 2 weeks stay-in here in camp. Today is 12september, so u add 14days u get...?? And great, i am a platoon ic..lol but i dont mind it really..

Ok gotta head off to Jalan Bahar!! I miss u Singapore and please dont play with fire or i will have to come to wherever the place is. he he he

Enjoy your day!!!!

Sep 4, 2010

Sahur Time!!

Heyya folkz! Yeah yeah..its me once again, sitting rite here in this very same room trying to think of what to type. he he Ermm..time check. I am left with 3 more days of my civillian life and it would take another 2 more years before i can sleep like a baby once again lol..Narhh, things will change and for the better, i prefer to be a fireman all the way.

I managed to see Geylang Serai at night with my parents the other day. I've alwasy told them that i would like to see Geylang Serai at night with the lightings and the celebration mood over there. It was nice and i will take this with me to camp. I've just watched the Pursuit of Happiness and it really opened my eyes. Throughout all this years, i have alwasy look down on myself. I tried to get involved in relationships and obviously it didnt work as i have miserably failed from them twice. I lost many good friends of mine and i guess its my fault. I dont deserve to be their friend simply because i was very selfish throughout the period. You know who you are.. I miss talking and hanging out with my best friends. Guess, i am pretty fucked up. And its a factual summary. I am losing faith and i am losing it anymore cos now, i am trying hard to make myself closer to god..to forgive what i've done and to give blessings to people i love..

I wont forget people who have stood by me...family and friends.