Sahur Time!!

Heyya folkz! Yeah yeah..its me once again, sitting rite here in this very same room trying to think of what to type. he he Ermm..time check. I am left with 3 more days of my civillian life and it would take another 2 more years before i can sleep like a baby once again lol..Narhh, things will change and for the better, i prefer to be a fireman all the way.

I managed to see Geylang Serai at night with my parents the other day. I've alwasy told them that i would like to see Geylang Serai at night with the lightings and the celebration mood over there. It was nice and i will take this with me to camp. I've just watched the Pursuit of Happiness and it really opened my eyes. Throughout all this years, i have alwasy look down on myself. I tried to get involved in relationships and obviously it didnt work as i have miserably failed from them twice. I lost many good friends of mine and i guess its my fault. I dont deserve to be their friend simply because i was very selfish throughout the period. You know who you are.. I miss talking and hanging out with my best friends. Guess, i am pretty fucked up. And its a factual summary. I am losing faith and i am losing it anymore cos now, i am trying hard to make myself closer to god..to forgive what i've done and to give blessings to people i love..

I wont forget people who have stood by me...family and friends.