Thoughts

On 8 October. I will meet my ITE friends. We are going jalan-jalan raya. Hopefully things go smoothly. I cant wait for it to happen. Riding my bike on a baju kurung ha ha its pretty cooling actually. Yeah, last time round it was a wonderful experience but tiring as well lol.. Looking forward...:)

Hmm i wonder what soccer jerseys i am gonna get before school starts. Arghh!! The though of school.

Selling my bike(wife) It was ahought i have erased away. No way sayang. You're mine till 2011 after your coe finish. Then i have no choice but to get a wave or super-four or manybe an R1!!!

I need to cool off for now. Am waiting for the right moment..

The last time i let my hot-temper get the better of me, i was brought down to police station when i was ten. I retaliated and knock the hell out a bully till he cried like a baby. I was so energetic.. Reflecting in progress..

Forgive me

I realised i have been very sensitive, angry and hot-tempered this past few weeks. What is this? This isnt the real Hali. Well, he's actually hidden among the rubbles.. I need to put my feet back on the ground again and admit that i am justa human being who isnt perfect. Humility and faith in god. I have done many wrong deeds.. Too many. Countless.. I seek your forgiveness oh god. I just wanna be better again.

I dont wanna rush into things from now onwards. I just wanna keep my life simple. Basics of being a human being is to look at each day with belief and hope. I cant let myself to be drifting away..cos i am too good for that.

The sky is truly beautiful tonight. A slight breeze brushes against my cheeks. Things will get better. Please god, give me strength..

A guy.

Siglish Style For Jury

Feeling tired..of work. Dont know man, its just that things hasnt been ok this few days. I dont know if this is just my imagination but the environment at work hasnt been like what it used to be. I know things change now and then but all i wish for is a good working environment. I am trying to deal with this before 19Oct when school starts again. I know i just have to be myself. For now, i am smiling again as its pay day officially!! But i have yet to go to posb atm...hmm..:(

Oh ya, just ended working at 11pm just now, great day actually today..Plenty of good stories aong riders with reduan born in 82 sharing how he had to cover fire for his younger brother for getting caught smoking by their father when they were in sec sch lol.. Subri and his Picaddily Dates ha ha.. Well there were not many orders and this is what we all do. I mean i would enjoy listening to my mp3 but its great to listen and mix with people. Its what we call daily communication training ha ha.. Hmm i guess i will miss the experience there as my boss is gonna post me to hougang ave 8 mac due to lack of riders there.. Kanasai!! The manager down there all step one sia!! Lol pardon my language.. But anyway, i guess there will always be pros and cons. For sure there will be plenty of orders non-stop cos i covered there before once in a while. Area coverage is small and from what i have heard from thr riders over there, the furthest u go is ang mo kio ave 3. Hmm..its better than picaddily actually!! Steady lah..ha ha  Well picaddily is where seletar camp is. Its like 45mins journey to and froa and if u suey suey kana army boys all slow come out to the gate one..then u can say goodbye to being a siow dog(docket) lol.. Hmm actually i dont mind back in bedok int days.. I used to go bedok camp a lot but its just that i feel peaceful working there that i dont mind such matters. Maybe i am getting very calculative i guess.. Hmm its time to start thinking a new. I am happy if my boss decides to let me stay at hougang point cos i am already very familliar with the area.

Oh ya, i love this show called Style For Jury on channel 5.

Keeping to my thoughts..

Time to sleep..

Arsenal 2 West Brom 0

Adebayor's a traitor!!

Chelsea looked strong..damm!

:)

Syawal

Alhamdulilah..sudah genap sebulan umat Islam mengerjadan ibadah berpuasa di bulan Ramadan. Bulan yang suci dan mulia. Ia banyak mengajarku erti kesabaran, ketakwaan dan aku harap rasa ini akan sentiasa tertanam di dalam diri.

I would like to take this opportunity to wish all fellow muslims a very happy eid. May Allah bless you all.

Salam

Hali.

In Arsene We Trust

Yeah yeah yeah!!! Arsenal won finally! Against Standard Liege 3-2 on a Champions League game. I am very happy for my team, especially for Eduardo. He scored the winner which he deserved as he has been criticised a lot by many people just because they thought he was a diver in the qualifying match against Celtic. A detailed invetigation concludes that he's innocent. Thank God! I love this team more than ever. They have players who will are ready to take on the world. I believe they can win something this season.

Hmm..just got back from work. Took a bath already. Feeling very tired and tomorrow's is from 8am to 2pm. A split shift actually cos i will punch back in at 6pm and work all e way ill 3am. What a Friday lol.. Gonna rest on Sat, do some house cleaning and getting ready for Sunday which is Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Oh well what do u know. Its a pretty funny incident actually after thinking back lol.. In one of the orders, i actually nearly cried after delivering an order. It was 15mins before breaking fast and i arrived at Serangoon North blk 542, delivering meal to a malay muslim family. Hah! They were playing a very sad Hari Raya song sung by the late Sudirman Hj Arshad. Hmm if i am not wrong the title is ..Dari Jauh Ku Pohon Maaf. Lol..that song and few others really can make me feel emotional..lol.. Great lyrics and melody.  I love evergreen songs and movies. Movies by P Ramlee, that era, 70's, 80's even 90's like Sembilu and Maria Mariana also i like lah.. he he You dont get bored easilly..Especially when theres Saloma and Ziana Zain plus Erra! ha ha ha

So i take back 16bucks today as my docket money. Canlah.. Happy. Alhamdulilah.. Looking forward to work tomorrow at Hougang Point. I may cover Hougang Avenue 8 once in a while starting from 23rd Sept. I am hoping that i can work well there too. Hopefully the working environment is very good!:)

Enough of mac!! I miss schooling. Cant wait for 19October.. Love my mac! The riders all supportive and nice! I am happy working with them...They always got jokes and things to talk about. Reduan, Azri, Amir, Subri, Syakir, Hafiz, Suhaimi and Rosli are those i am very close with.. The crew all power also! Yusof, Kartika, Auntie, Ming Wee, Cassidy and Aunty Saloma lol.. Manager all very good!! Working environment is very important!

Pok Chai!!

Customer please smile..he he

Salam Hari Jumaat yang bakal tiba:)

Geylang Serai Jalan-Jalan

Ok its 5.23pm here. Bout 1.5 hrs till breaking my fast. He he.. Hmm was back home at 4pm from work just now. It was very relaxing today. I did a total of 7 orders working for 7 hours. So just imagine that in 1 hour i only have got 1 meal to send to. Why oh why.. Hmm but i dont mind. I still thank god for all this. There's always a good reason i believe. So me and 4 other am riders, nizam, rosli, suhaimi and suhaidi were enjoying ourselves playing checkers knowing that most Hougangnians and Fernvalaens will not be ordering mac. Shit i lost twice and won once. Damm!! I used to be very good in checkers. I shit u not!

I went to punch out at about 3.30pm. Started at 8am. Tomorrow will be very hectic...8AM TILL 11PM!! hmm..Its alrite i guess cos i kinda used to it. I can gauge my body's strength and i know i can last for that duration as i have did plenty of 19hours back when i was working at Bedok Interchange Mac. Sakaliao loh tmr!! Confirm salary bomm!! Alhamdulilah... But i love this job cos besides my parents, some customers also give me their advice that i should always be careful on the road. Yup safety is the most important thing. If you know me well, you know i am very relaxed type of mac rider on the road. i go 60-70km/h on the road depending on how good my feeling is. But u try not to do 80km/hr or worst still some riders that i know off rides at at least 90km/hr on average. Thats dangerous. Truly.

I cant believe that my manager Rabbani has got a girlfriend. He is a 'gentle' type but he has got a very pretty girfriend. Well he's 18 this year and he is a friendly manager along with others. Good working atmosphere contributes to good health i guess..ha ha

Ok chiow! Gotta go!! Cheerz! Singapore Oi!!!

Road Tax and Speed Trap

Hmm i am pretty happy with this new layout for my blog. Ok to my standard lol..

Am i going to do well in Toastmasters?? I guess its up to me to determine the outcome.

I have to move on. I must move on. Its 11.53pm now. Got to sleep. Working at 8am tmr. I need a new computer SO AS TO PLAY THE NEW Championship Manager 2010 lol.. For school also..he he

Aiman, Ilham, Aryan, Atikah and Qistina.. They are the new members of Wiwi Club.

Menanti Syawal. Menikmati Ramadan. Menghargai semuanya.

Salam buat semua..

My Results

Syukur alhamdulilah..i passed everything except for one module which i have expected it. Computer Programming is one i shall put more focus on next time.

Here are my results:

Business Continuity Management: B
Netwroking Fundamentals: C
Emaths2: C+
Energy Audit: B
Building Sensor and Actuator: A
Computer Programming: F
Organisational Communication: Distinction
Aircon and Hydraulics: A

A GPA of 3.28. I hope i could get better result next time.

Rest In Peace

Yipee!!! I am enjoying one-full day of rest today. Sick! Sick of mega-mac, filetofish, double cheese, fries, coca-cola and more...lol.. Unfortunately, my pay falls on the coming 24th which is 4 days after Hari Raya. Poor poor kids, i have good reason not to give them hongbao lol.. Hmm..i guess i will do it when i got a full-time job. Being a mac rider. Hmm..i guess the kids should donate me money to upgrade to a new bike kikiki..

Few days ago, i found out from my work colleague that one of my former colleague had passed away. Late Noorzan was about 30 yrs of age. I must say that he regarded me as his best friend at work as we used to work in the same shift and not many riders like him actually. I dont care about anything other than my work but i have always try to maintain good relationship with everybody. I respect others and in return i hope for it too. May his soul rest in peace.

Oh man, i have yet to get my baju kurung this year. Hmm maybe tomorrow after buka with my family.

I am redeeming some trust in my friends. I dont want to fail them anymore.

Lol its good that i have yet to step into a disco. That tells a whole great deal about me.

Fcuk Adebayor. You stamped. You lied. You cursed.

I am looking there. Facing the path once again. One step at a time.. Oh god give me strength.

Waiting for the right time to say the truth about my love life.

Ana Ivanovic

Alrite..Oudin has beaten Petrova.. Hmm..Oudin is quite sexy and pretty. But i would still prefer Ana Ivanovic as my dream idol.. As though her smile can melt any man's heart in this world anytime. But she's humble which is the most important thing.

Oh ya, today is gonna be real good. Going to get my baju kurung and afterwards at 11pm, will be working at Hougang Ave 8 Mac till 8pm. Yup, its been quite a while since i last work in the dark hours of midnight and early morning. The last time i did that was back in Bedok Interchange Mac which i truly miss the place. I thank the experience that got to me to know bedok south, siglap and marine parade area inside out ha ha.. Most of all, i will be missing my ex-colleagues, managers and crews. It was a truly enjoyable experience.

Its either getting a new laptop, saving it to pay for my motor insurance or for my school fees.

France should sack Domenech!

I love dates. The fruit!!!!

Life Will Try To Knock You Out

Tell me,how can you be feeling lonely in your heart but peaceful at the same time?

I dont know man. This is what i have been feeling for few months.There are few things i have regretted. There are still things for me to reflect and cherish. Life hasn't been that great for the past 7 years in my life. Could it be that i am so focus on my failures and bad experience that all those good things that happened slowly faded away in my life?

Things happen for a reason. I guess this is what they call fate. Maybe god has some plan for me. I must stay strong and have faith. I know i must not be pessimistic from now onwards. I will try my best to correct every mistake asap. I forgive myself for my past and i want to move forward. I hope its the dawn of a new era in my life.

I miss her...and she's happy with someone else. I will always be happy for her.

Moment Of Truth

Oh man..just saw 'Moment of Truth' on 5. It was the episode that was totally outta of this world man! I mean i dont know but i heard that the husband divorced her rite after the show! Ok it was an episode where the wife was the one being interrogated ha ha. Her mom,dad and siblings were present along with her husband who's a Police Officer and of course we nossy spectators ha ha ha.

Damm she admitted she once got fired for stealing money on the job. Shit!! And that's like level $10,000 type of qn only.. Kapisch!!! Well thats nothing for her and it all went along fine when it got more personal.., with her and her siblings, how she thought that her parents are not proud of her at all. Everything was true. Damm!! I forgot the family's surname but i am pretty sure they the neighbours would welcome them with open arms back home he he.

Ok, later in the show she got to a part which to me was the most intriguing. Her relationship with her husband! You know what people. I admire her husband and i would exactly hte same thing that he did. That is to hear the truth and everything from his wife, with the benefits of the cash booty he he. I cant believe it that she actually does have feelings for her moron looking ex who appeared as one of the interrogator in the show. Poor hubby. She's a whore! It wasnt a pretty sight for me actually when she admitted she had sex with someone else besides her husband during their marriage. Would you do that?? Not if you know u r going to be a contestant for this show ha ha ha. Joking laa..

Ok, final qn was pretty lame but the answer was more 'lame'. For a $20000 i think. The qn goes like this. Do u think u r a good person. Come on.. Whatever shit u have answere minutes ago have already concluded that you are a bad person. You cheated! You stole money! Well you are honest, but on the other side, u dont actually meant it when u said earlier during the show that you are now a 'different' person after that 'stealing money on the job' quetion. You said that you have turn over a new leaf. Cos u know why. Cos u lie! The lie detector proved it. '''Claps'''!!  Anyway, i pity them. There is definitely war coming to the family real soon after the show. I would divorce her if i were the husband. You know money doesnt concern me. I just want the truth. That to me is my moment of truth...