Oct 27, 2009

October

2 weeks into school and things are already taking its shape. I have stopped working as a mac rider for the moment to concentrate fully on school.

I just got a desktop. Alhamdulilah. My 2 weeks of hard work paid off. Now, i am happy with what i have. But i still havent got to know myself better i should say. I think i have made a big mistake with my bestfriend. He was and will always be a good friend but lately, i have not been myself. I am sorry.

I have 7 modules to pass this sem. I hope i can make it this time.

Oct 12, 2009

Sepi Seorang Perindu

Jamal Abdillah - Sepi Seorang Perindu




Bilaku rindu padamu

Terasa kuatnya cintaku

Terbangkit resah terpandang wajahmu

Bertambahlah kasih sayangku



Sesaat kau tak ku pandang

Terasa sepinya jiwaku

Tertunggu aku hadirnya dirimu

Walaupun sekelip mata



Betapa sepinya hidup seorang perindu

Dihanyut oleh keresahan

Rindu hatiku tak jemu padamu

Selagi kau masih ku cinta



Biar apa pun yang memisahkan

Namun ku tetap menyintaimu

Selagi hidup belum berakhir

Selagi itu ku merinduimu



Ku seorang perindu sepi

Tak jemu ku terus menanti

Killer Maths

Men can wretched things at times. I guess money can be the obvious root of all evil...well dont exactly believe it, but i have fell for it many times. I guess the need for money has caused me to stop thinking sensibly. Oh man...why... I have to stop this nonsense. evermind the money, hell you are worth more than that. Priceless.. It is important to always be content and thankful with what you have already and not to be too greedy in making money. What a day at work..Helmet crashed. Verbal fights among colleagues. Politics. I guess sometimes being quiet is a wise choice. You cant beat evil that easilly. Must be smart. Hmmm..i am happy now.

Oh yup, i am feeling so tired now. I am gonna work one full week before heading off to school again. My weight's decreasing. I am so tired. But i am happy at the same time.

I miss my montfort days..

Oct 8, 2009

That Fat Cat

Yohaaa...ha ha howz the day? Ok for me, feeling bit giddy and having a bad cough at the same time. Thank god, i am off duty today. I guess i really need this break. And tomorrow its another gruesome day at work with fast hardcore speed and actions all around hougang.

Oh yeah, i requested to be transferred to Hougang ave 8 macdonalds cos i want longer working hours and thank god it has been apporved. Gonna miss the lads at Hougang Point and the customers there for sure. But not too worry, rite after 11pm on weekdays and 3am on weekend when all orders in Hougang point area will automatically be transferred to ave 8 mac when Hougnag point mac closes, i will still be able to go to the places i used to deliver and meet familliar customerz..(gasping for air...)

Oh what a joy to watch arsenal these days...

Tomorrow's pay day...:)

I saw a fat cat the other night while on delivery...was wondering if i could ever win against it in a wresting competition.

School is opening soon...arghh..how come i am not enthusiastic about it now...

Mio is here in my house..EPL here we go:)

Oct 1, 2009

A Dawn To Remember

Heyya!! Just got back from work. Its been reakky tiring here at Hougang ave 8 mac. So far so good. I love the customers here. Its a good feeling working in your own neighbourhood. Guess, i really know my way around but yet, there are always new things to know and to discover like today. Ha ha i didnt know actually that the carpark of blk 400+is conected to 500+ lol.. I was amazed when i found my a secret exit on way back to ave 8 mac after delivering an order. Gee...this is really amusing.he he

Oh man, Liverpool is playing agaisnt Chelsea this sunday. Hope i can catch it on tv. Hopefully its a draw. Its going really well for Arsenal this few days. I am happy. Thank you god. Congrats Arsene! We owe u big time!

Well enough said. Gotta sleep cos tmr's at Hougang point from 8am to 5pm. Tkc. Salam Manis :)

Sep 28, 2009

Thoughts

On 8 October. I will meet my ITE friends. We are going jalan-jalan raya. Hopefully things go smoothly. I cant wait for it to happen. Riding my bike on a baju kurung ha ha its pretty cooling actually. Yeah, last time round it was a wonderful experience but tiring as well lol.. Looking forward...:)

Hmm i wonder what soccer jerseys i am gonna get before school starts. Arghh!! The though of school.

Selling my bike(wife) It was ahought i have erased away. No way sayang. You're mine till 2011 after your coe finish. Then i have no choice but to get a wave or super-four or manybe an R1!!!

I need to cool off for now. Am waiting for the right moment..

The last time i let my hot-temper get the better of me, i was brought down to police station when i was ten. I retaliated and knock the hell out a bully till he cried like a baby. I was so energetic.. Reflecting in progress..

Forgive me

I realised i have been very sensitive, angry and hot-tempered this past few weeks. What is this? This isnt the real Hali. Well, he's actually hidden among the rubbles.. I need to put my feet back on the ground again and admit that i am justa human being who isnt perfect. Humility and faith in god. I have done many wrong deeds.. Too many. Countless.. I seek your forgiveness oh god. I just wanna be better again.

I dont wanna rush into things from now onwards. I just wanna keep my life simple. Basics of being a human being is to look at each day with belief and hope. I cant let myself to be drifting away..cos i am too good for that.

The sky is truly beautiful tonight. A slight breeze brushes against my cheeks. Things will get better. Please god, give me strength..

A guy.

Sep 24, 2009

Siglish Style For Jury

Feeling tired..of work. Dont know man, its just that things hasnt been ok this few days. I dont know if this is just my imagination but the environment at work hasnt been like what it used to be. I know things change now and then but all i wish for is a good working environment. I am trying to deal with this before 19Oct when school starts again. I know i just have to be myself. For now, i am smiling again as its pay day officially!! But i have yet to go to posb atm...hmm..:(

Oh ya, just ended working at 11pm just now, great day actually today..Plenty of good stories aong riders with reduan born in 82 sharing how he had to cover fire for his younger brother for getting caught smoking by their father when they were in sec sch lol.. Subri and his Picaddily Dates ha ha.. Well there were not many orders and this is what we all do. I mean i would enjoy listening to my mp3 but its great to listen and mix with people. Its what we call daily communication training ha ha.. Hmm i guess i will miss the experience there as my boss is gonna post me to hougang ave 8 mac due to lack of riders there.. Kanasai!! The manager down there all step one sia!! Lol pardon my language.. But anyway, i guess there will always be pros and cons. For sure there will be plenty of orders non-stop cos i covered there before once in a while. Area coverage is small and from what i have heard from thr riders over there, the furthest u go is ang mo kio ave 3. Hmm..its better than picaddily actually!! Steady lah..ha ha  Well picaddily is where seletar camp is. Its like 45mins journey to and froa and if u suey suey kana army boys all slow come out to the gate one..then u can say goodbye to being a siow dog(docket) lol.. Hmm actually i dont mind back in bedok int days.. I used to go bedok camp a lot but its just that i feel peaceful working there that i dont mind such matters. Maybe i am getting very calculative i guess.. Hmm its time to start thinking a new. I am happy if my boss decides to let me stay at hougang point cos i am already very familliar with the area.

Oh ya, i love this show called Style For Jury on channel 5.

Keeping to my thoughts..

Time to sleep..

Arsenal 2 West Brom 0

Adebayor's a traitor!!

Chelsea looked strong..damm!

:)

Sep 19, 2009

Syawal

Alhamdulilah..sudah genap sebulan umat Islam mengerjadan ibadah berpuasa di bulan Ramadan. Bulan yang suci dan mulia. Ia banyak mengajarku erti kesabaran, ketakwaan dan aku harap rasa ini akan sentiasa tertanam di dalam diri.

I would like to take this opportunity to wish all fellow muslims a very happy eid. May Allah bless you all.

Salam

Hali.

Sep 17, 2009

In Arsene We Trust

Yeah yeah yeah!!! Arsenal won finally! Against Standard Liege 3-2 on a Champions League game. I am very happy for my team, especially for Eduardo. He scored the winner which he deserved as he has been criticised a lot by many people just because they thought he was a diver in the qualifying match against Celtic. A detailed invetigation concludes that he's innocent. Thank God! I love this team more than ever. They have players who will are ready to take on the world. I believe they can win something this season.

Hmm..just got back from work. Took a bath already. Feeling very tired and tomorrow's is from 8am to 2pm. A split shift actually cos i will punch back in at 6pm and work all e way ill 3am. What a Friday lol.. Gonna rest on Sat, do some house cleaning and getting ready for Sunday which is Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Oh well what do u know. Its a pretty funny incident actually after thinking back lol.. In one of the orders, i actually nearly cried after delivering an order. It was 15mins before breaking fast and i arrived at Serangoon North blk 542, delivering meal to a malay muslim family. Hah! They were playing a very sad Hari Raya song sung by the late Sudirman Hj Arshad. Hmm if i am not wrong the title is ..Dari Jauh Ku Pohon Maaf. Lol..that song and few others really can make me feel emotional..lol.. Great lyrics and melody.  I love evergreen songs and movies. Movies by P Ramlee, that era, 70's, 80's even 90's like Sembilu and Maria Mariana also i like lah.. he he You dont get bored easilly..Especially when theres Saloma and Ziana Zain plus Erra! ha ha ha

So i take back 16bucks today as my docket money. Canlah.. Happy. Alhamdulilah.. Looking forward to work tomorrow at Hougang Point. I may cover Hougang Avenue 8 once in a while starting from 23rd Sept. I am hoping that i can work well there too. Hopefully the working environment is very good!:)

Enough of mac!! I miss schooling. Cant wait for 19October.. Love my mac! The riders all supportive and nice! I am happy working with them...They always got jokes and things to talk about. Reduan, Azri, Amir, Subri, Syakir, Hafiz, Suhaimi and Rosli are those i am very close with.. The crew all power also! Yusof, Kartika, Auntie, Ming Wee, Cassidy and Aunty Saloma lol.. Manager all very good!! Working environment is very important!

Pok Chai!!

Customer please smile..he he

Salam Hari Jumaat yang bakal tiba:)

Sep 15, 2009

Geylang Serai Jalan-Jalan

Ok its 5.23pm here. Bout 1.5 hrs till breaking my fast. He he.. Hmm was back home at 4pm from work just now. It was very relaxing today. I did a total of 7 orders working for 7 hours. So just imagine that in 1 hour i only have got 1 meal to send to. Why oh why.. Hmm but i dont mind. I still thank god for all this. There's always a good reason i believe. So me and 4 other am riders, nizam, rosli, suhaimi and suhaidi were enjoying ourselves playing checkers knowing that most Hougangnians and Fernvalaens will not be ordering mac. Shit i lost twice and won once. Damm!! I used to be very good in checkers. I shit u not!

I went to punch out at about 3.30pm. Started at 8am. Tomorrow will be very hectic...8AM TILL 11PM!! hmm..Its alrite i guess cos i kinda used to it. I can gauge my body's strength and i know i can last for that duration as i have did plenty of 19hours back when i was working at Bedok Interchange Mac. Sakaliao loh tmr!! Confirm salary bomm!! Alhamdulilah... But i love this job cos besides my parents, some customers also give me their advice that i should always be careful on the road. Yup safety is the most important thing. If you know me well, you know i am very relaxed type of mac rider on the road. i go 60-70km/h on the road depending on how good my feeling is. But u try not to do 80km/hr or worst still some riders that i know off rides at at least 90km/hr on average. Thats dangerous. Truly.

I cant believe that my manager Rabbani has got a girlfriend. He is a 'gentle' type but he has got a very pretty girfriend. Well he's 18 this year and he is a friendly manager along with others. Good working atmosphere contributes to good health i guess..ha ha

Ok chiow! Gotta go!! Cheerz! Singapore Oi!!!

Sep 14, 2009

Road Tax and Speed Trap

Hmm i am pretty happy with this new layout for my blog. Ok to my standard lol..

Am i going to do well in Toastmasters?? I guess its up to me to determine the outcome.

I have to move on. I must move on. Its 11.53pm now. Got to sleep. Working at 8am tmr. I need a new computer SO AS TO PLAY THE NEW Championship Manager 2010 lol.. For school also..he he

Aiman, Ilham, Aryan, Atikah and Qistina.. They are the new members of Wiwi Club.

Menanti Syawal. Menikmati Ramadan. Menghargai semuanya.

Salam buat semua..

My Results

Syukur alhamdulilah..i passed everything except for one module which i have expected it. Computer Programming is one i shall put more focus on next time.

Here are my results:

Business Continuity Management: B
Netwroking Fundamentals: C
Emaths2: C+
Energy Audit: B
Building Sensor and Actuator: A
Computer Programming: F
Organisational Communication: Distinction
Aircon and Hydraulics: A

A GPA of 3.28. I hope i could get better result next time.

Rest In Peace

Yipee!!! I am enjoying one-full day of rest today. Sick! Sick of mega-mac, filetofish, double cheese, fries, coca-cola and more...lol.. Unfortunately, my pay falls on the coming 24th which is 4 days after Hari Raya. Poor poor kids, i have good reason not to give them hongbao lol.. Hmm..i guess i will do it when i got a full-time job. Being a mac rider. Hmm..i guess the kids should donate me money to upgrade to a new bike kikiki..

Few days ago, i found out from my work colleague that one of my former colleague had passed away. Late Noorzan was about 30 yrs of age. I must say that he regarded me as his best friend at work as we used to work in the same shift and not many riders like him actually. I dont care about anything other than my work but i have always try to maintain good relationship with everybody. I respect others and in return i hope for it too. May his soul rest in peace.

Oh man, i have yet to get my baju kurung this year. Hmm maybe tomorrow after buka with my family.

I am redeeming some trust in my friends. I dont want to fail them anymore.

Lol its good that i have yet to step into a disco. That tells a whole great deal about me.

Fcuk Adebayor. You stamped. You lied. You cursed.

I am looking there. Facing the path once again. One step at a time.. Oh god give me strength.

Waiting for the right time to say the truth about my love life.

Sep 8, 2009

Ana Ivanovic

Alrite..Oudin has beaten Petrova.. Hmm..Oudin is quite sexy and pretty. But i would still prefer Ana Ivanovic as my dream idol.. As though her smile can melt any man's heart in this world anytime. But she's humble which is the most important thing.

Oh ya, today is gonna be real good. Going to get my baju kurung and afterwards at 11pm, will be working at Hougang Ave 8 Mac till 8pm. Yup, its been quite a while since i last work in the dark hours of midnight and early morning. The last time i did that was back in Bedok Interchange Mac which i truly miss the place. I thank the experience that got to me to know bedok south, siglap and marine parade area inside out ha ha.. Most of all, i will be missing my ex-colleagues, managers and crews. It was a truly enjoyable experience.

Its either getting a new laptop, saving it to pay for my motor insurance or for my school fees.

France should sack Domenech!

I love dates. The fruit!!!!

Life Will Try To Knock You Out

Tell me,how can you be feeling lonely in your heart but peaceful at the same time?

I dont know man. This is what i have been feeling for few months.There are few things i have regretted. There are still things for me to reflect and cherish. Life hasn't been that great for the past 7 years in my life. Could it be that i am so focus on my failures and bad experience that all those good things that happened slowly faded away in my life?

Things happen for a reason. I guess this is what they call fate. Maybe god has some plan for me. I must stay strong and have faith. I know i must not be pessimistic from now onwards. I will try my best to correct every mistake asap. I forgive myself for my past and i want to move forward. I hope its the dawn of a new era in my life.

I miss her...and she's happy with someone else. I will always be happy for her.

Sep 3, 2009

Moment Of Truth

Oh man..just saw 'Moment of Truth' on 5. It was the episode that was totally outta of this world man! I mean i dont know but i heard that the husband divorced her rite after the show! Ok it was an episode where the wife was the one being interrogated ha ha. Her mom,dad and siblings were present along with her husband who's a Police Officer and of course we nossy spectators ha ha ha.

Damm she admitted she once got fired for stealing money on the job. Shit!! And that's like level $10,000 type of qn only.. Kapisch!!! Well thats nothing for her and it all went along fine when it got more personal.., with her and her siblings, how she thought that her parents are not proud of her at all. Everything was true. Damm!! I forgot the family's surname but i am pretty sure they the neighbours would welcome them with open arms back home he he.

Ok, later in the show she got to a part which to me was the most intriguing. Her relationship with her husband! You know what people. I admire her husband and i would exactly hte same thing that he did. That is to hear the truth and everything from his wife, with the benefits of the cash booty he he. I cant believe it that she actually does have feelings for her moron looking ex who appeared as one of the interrogator in the show. Poor hubby. She's a whore! It wasnt a pretty sight for me actually when she admitted she had sex with someone else besides her husband during their marriage. Would you do that?? Not if you know u r going to be a contestant for this show ha ha ha. Joking laa..

Ok, final qn was pretty lame but the answer was more 'lame'. For a $20000 i think. The qn goes like this. Do u think u r a good person. Come on.. Whatever shit u have answere minutes ago have already concluded that you are a bad person. You cheated! You stole money! Well you are honest, but on the other side, u dont actually meant it when u said earlier during the show that you are now a 'different' person after that 'stealing money on the job' quetion. You said that you have turn over a new leaf. Cos u know why. Cos u lie! The lie detector proved it. '''Claps'''!!  Anyway, i pity them. There is definitely war coming to the family real soon after the show. I would divorce her if i were the husband. You know money doesnt concern me. I just want the truth. That to me is my moment of truth...

Aug 27, 2009

Dashboard Very Smooth Sia

Sigh..I am currently listening to a malay song entitled 'Di Selubung Rindu' by Spin. We malay call it 'jiwang' type of song, practically it means emo or slow rock type. ha ha ha

Oh ya here are few verses from the song 'Aku terus melangkah pergi, Bertemankan sekeping hati, Dipenuhi ranjau berduri, Sakit pedihnya tak terperi.... Wow..hate to say it, i can be an emo freak if u wanna know me better. he he You thought i am listening to black metals, look so relax and cool with my earphones on. Ha ha bet u didnt think i am listening to jiwang songs. Actually, i am cool with anything u know but not the 'black' types.

My final paper has ended. Yipee...I can look forward to working my socks off he he he...

Phantom Kia

Free Parking yeah!!

Allah Is Great..

One More Minute!

Today has been good. I am happy and confident that i will pass my exams. Just one more paper to go and that is Building Sensor And Actuators. Its pretty theory-based. Quite dry but the teacher makes it a whole lot enjoyable learning experience.  I am looking forward for a distinction in this module.

Maybe an A for air-con. B for E Maths 2. C for Energy Audit and BCM. B for Networking Fundamentals.

Sadly, i have to repeat Computer Programming. Its pretty easy to be honest. Its a surprise that i am saying this where i wasnt feeling this way back then. But i am already planning ahead of next term. I aint gonna be an Academic Warning student anymore. I wanna do well next term. Just clear everything and prepare for MP/SIP.

My upcoming modules:

Computer Programming
Microcontroller Technology
Building Management System
Building Control System
Security And Surveillance
Project Management
French or Entrepreneurship

7 modules. All crucial. Must-pass for next sem!

Hopefully Arsenal goes through to the Champions League Group Stage against Celtic tonight.

I hate MIO TV! Why must you exist! I want to watch Champions League on SCV once more.

If looks could kill.. Shu Qi is so hot!! (Transporter 2) Hmm i know she acted in a Hong Kong's famous Young And Dangerous film series back in 1996 or so. The movie is called Portland Street Blues. I am so loving Young and Dangerous.

Road Bully should be fined $200 with 10 demerit points!!

Aug 26, 2009

Hung Hing Road, Hongkong

Yahoo!!!! 2 more exam papers to go and i can look forward to my holidayzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

Hmm i wouldnt say its gonna be a holiday actually but more of me taking my time doing some reflection of the past sch term, what i should aim for the next sch term, working at mac, playing some computer games etc. Sigh..i have refused plenty of opportunities of driving to Malaysia for the past few weeks thanks to final exams. This time i will take it for sure. Well, my family has been going back to our village(mom's side) in Simpang Renggam, Johor, Malaysia. Well, it's about 1 hour journey, if you go by the highway starting from Tuas Checkpoint. 68km from JB i should say. Hmm..when will i ever get a chance to ride up to Thailand on a big bike i wonder...hmm...

It's Ramadan. Honestly, i feel lost...I am feeling very depressed deep down. Maybe its just too difficult for me to move on from the past. But i hope i can get better. I want to change.

I am proud of Arsenal Football Club as always.

I must prepare for my speech 5 asap!

It's getting late...Gotta sleep. Nitez..

Aug 2, 2009

Nuts and Bolts / Alpha and Omega

Its been a good weekend. Had few drinks(cokes!) and laughs with my nephew Aiman in our little bedroom watching Okto and Teletubbies.. I hope u understand what i am trying to say here ha ha ha

Damm..I am so hating school from mon onwards..but i am looking forward to finish this term and just have a long holiday. Working and working to fill some cash if u know what i mean. But i miss sports. Well, i guess i have few options to think about it. I am thinking of joining table-tennis or badminton as my recreational cca next sem..shit! I will be in 3.1!! Major projects and SIP to come rite up!

Arghh...i dont wanna think about it no more. Chilling and relaxing is a way of life...(A ridiculous thought ha ha)

Okie okie..time to hit the tv now..Its sunday afterall!!!

Adebayor is a traitor! Goodbye Great Kolo, Miss u!

Arsenal is the best!

Jul 29, 2009

Fight Club starring Brad Pitt and Edward Norton

I am back!!

Lotz of things happened to me for past weeks.

Most of them were not so good but i one thing that i have realised was to forget about them and to start anew. Things will not always go according to plan. All i can do is to accept it and 'bite the bullet'!!

Now i am focusing on exams. A good thing to note is that there is only one more project to go! lol

Oh ya, last sunday, i went to watch Liverpool playing against Singapore with my eldest bro. It was a great experience, witnessing the briliance of top soccer players for real. I must admit i love Liverpool FC too but Arsenal will always be my number 1! Besides the reds, these are my other favourite soccer clubs: Barcelona, Leeds United, Ajax and Lazio.

Attitude plays a huge part in everthing.

No longer in crush with her. Lol, indeed it was a crush. Friends forever.

Arghhh stomach-ache! Got to head the Water closet now ha ha

Jun 30, 2009

Out Of Service

Damm..i miz working. Yup that's right. Currently, i am taking 2months leave(without pay) lol. I hope my move works as i am preparing to fight on all fronts for my studies this term.

Let's kick some ass he he

I need a new laptop(to do my sch stuffs and play some games). I need a new bike (Yamaha R1 1000cc or so i tink). I need a girlfriend(to share my happiness and sorrowness together).

Most importantly, i think i need some faith at the moment.

Starting anew..

S.H.I.T

Workloads getting heavier and heavier. Gosh..its gonna be a wild ride from now onwards baby...

Weee..thanks a lot to the government. Just got the gst credits today. Hmm maybe a little shopping should cure this project, lab and tutorial syndrome that i am having rite now. Say, maybe 2 shirts and 1 pair of shoes perhaps. I have set a budget of 80bucks for them. Believe it or not, i believe i can get the right quality, design and most importantly...

Ok read the following. Its cool..

Some verses from a song by coolio titled Gangsta's Paradise.

Power and the money, money and the power
Minute after minute, hour after hour
Everybody's running, but half of them ain't lookin
What's goin on in the kitchen, but I don't know what's cookin

They say I got to learn, but nobody's here to teach me
If they can't understand it, how can they reach me?
I guess they can't -- I guess they won't
I guess they front that's why I know my life is out of luck, fool

been spending most their lives
Living in the Gangsta's Paradise
been spending most their lives
Living in the Gangsta's Paradise
we keep spending most our lives
Living in the Gangsta's Paradise
we keep spending most our lives
Living in the Gangsta's Paradise

Tell me why are we -- so blind to see
That the ones we hurt -- are you and me

Jun 26, 2009

Jetfire Is Not Dead

How long has it been? 20days?

Hmm..

School's holz is over. It has been a week here in TP. Everything is as norm. 7 more weeks to final exams. The nightmare has just started again!

I can't give up in any modules. One thing is that i cant afford to. The other ithing is that i can do well in everything. I can pass all modules with good scores! Thank-god for my latest term test results which i've received. I cant believe it! I scored good marks for all. It should be a base for me to slingshot my way to complete all 9 modules this sem and i know i can do it. Crossing my fingers now...

Weee i just got my pay! Enough to survive for 2 months lol..being a single i suppose he he well, there are plenty of things to buy and bills to pay for. I must be savvy from now onwards.

My toothache is gone but i guess its just a matter of time for me to have it back again. So i must save up from now. Dental treatment is espensive mind you. I am brushing my teeth each time after my meal now. Sensodyne works for me so far.

Watched Transformers 2 with my nephew 2 days ago at century. lol We got the best seats in the house. Entertaining for sure but i must say it wasnt the same feeling i had when the 1st one came out. But the effects and fighting scenes are much better now. Maybe the storyline could be better plus minusing the irrelevant army dudes! ha ha

Plenty to do on weekends. Gonna stop working temporarily for now. I have to focus hard this time round. Comp prog, Energy audit, Netfund, Air con, Emaths bla bla... Thank god i am having a clean 100% attendance. Amazing. Hoping for success.

AYG in TP yeah!! Should i go and watch the young lions tmr at Jalan Besar Stadium tmr?

200bucks from government to my account soon. Yeah flood it up!

Being quiet, humble and focus is a clever choice.

Getting the hang of being single. Maybe its because i know what my priorities are. But i am leaving it to fate. You never know these sort of things in life ha ha

That Malaysian pick-up truck driver is a big ^&%#. Your fucking attitude for the safety of others would caught up with the law anytime soon. More TP on the road please...

Jun 7, 2009

Winni The Pooh Bear

Its 1.18am now. Sunday. I am gonna wake up by 6.50am and then whoosh to my workplace.

8am seems very soon to come...

It never felt like this way. I hope it would always be in me.

Federer has beaten Del Potro in a 5 set thriller. Way to go man! But you have to watchout for the hard-hitting soderlink(cant remember how to spell it opps). No worries fed, i have agood feeling that this year would be yours to excel more than ever. Too bad, i will be working and couldnt watch your game. The way you calmly dictate the game mesmerizes me. Reminded so much about me back hen...bla bla bla ha ha

Finally, i have got myself Brands essence of chicken brain-boosting formula xxx lol. Yeah, i need those. Hopefully it helps.

How was work today. Not bad... Received some tips from customers and more importantly, plenty of smiles from them. Good to realise that there are still some customers out there who are playing their role in making customer service standards here to remain high as always.

I am tired man..

Gonna doze off real soon...

Gotta go for a walkabout sometimes i feel. Hmmmmm maybe a trip back to sch next week ha ha ha..

Finally exams are over! Dayummm!!! ha ha thank you god!

Stay focus Hali!

Hmm Manohara is an absolute beauty! Hmm i hope her character bodes well with her looks cos its truly difficult or should i say impossible nowadays to find the character which matches the beauty. That inner character... The most important of all.

Hmm whom should i marry? Manohara or Siti Nurhaliza? Oh wait! They are both married. Sigh..

Alrite, fcuk it! I am gonna get that pair of shoes real soon.

I have found my Japanese name! HARUKI..hm sexy ay..ha ha ha

I want my winnie the pooh bear days back:)

Sayonara!

Jun 2, 2009

Play That Funky Music

Had my 3rd paper just now. Yup its exam week. Looking forward to tmr's Netfund..hmmm

Didnt go for that police interview. They sms me again. Wants to know whether am i still interested or not. I think i am....sigh..but i want my diploma badly. I have got lots to prove for. May i be strong..

Its not easy for me to hav a crush on any girl these days but i think i had... Well, she's cute, pretty..hmmm........can't afford to look deep into her eyes, just afraid she will know my felings.. damm i can't afford to man! No balls!? hmm maybe i am not ready yet...which i am sure!

Looking into her eyes is like falling into a ring of fire. Just like that song from Johnny cash..ha ha

That facebook quiz says i will have my engagement on 3rd june 2012. That's like so soon..I guess i will be in National Service when that time arrives ha ha ha

Oh how i wish i could love someone with my whole heart. I want to. But first, i have to find my own life stabillity first. Hmm maybe get to know the person better before you declare your love to her and not him! mind you! Financially stable, emotionally..bla bla bla... Aiyah!!! ha ha but whatever it is, u must believe in fate!

Gosh..i am sidetracking too much. Ok compy, gotta go back to my netfund chap 1 revision. Damm sian lehhh! But what to do...

May 27, 2009

Dilemma

What should i do?

Am i giving up. Is what i have attempted to do is a sign of me giving up... I don't know.

Police or Diploma?

I want to work. I have finally realised the truth in sem 2.2 but would it be already too late.?I am scheduled for an interview this sat for the post of full-time police officer. Its what i want to do in life.

I am not willing to dissapoint my parents anymore if i cant get a diploma. I think i want to repay them back by working full-time, earning my money. Saving up. I know i have made mistakes in the past but i hope i wont regret anything in the future..

I am still pondering. I think i have lost my interest in studies...i think.

May 23, 2009

Back in Business

Hi

I am trying to finish up my BCM as soon as possible. Should have done earlier..

Finally, a facebook account. Lol

I have got nothing to say for now. I am busy. Always am.

I am tired of being busy but i cant give up.

May 19, 2009

The Unwanted

The Unwanted

Masih Ada Rindu

Sepasang matamu yang sayu
Merenung lembut ke wajahku
Membuat hatiku hancur lebur
Tak mampu ku tahan air mata yang gugur
Sesudah terputus ikatan
Dan tertutup pintu harapan
Mengapa harus berjumpa lagi
Sekadar melepas rindu tak bererti

( korus )
Tidak perlu kau bercerita
Tentang dirimu yang sudah berpunya
Ku tahu kau bahgia bersamanya
Tidak perlu kau bercerita
Tentang dirimu yang sudah berpunya
Ku tahu kau bahgia bersamanya
Hapuskan sahaja kenangan cinta kita

Meski antara kau dan aku
Masih ada kasih dan rindu
Tapi apa guna itu semua
Hanyalah menambah derita dalam dada
( ulang dari korus hingga akhir )
( ulang korus 3X )

May 15, 2009

Damsel in Distress

TGIF (Thank god its friday)

HAUT(hOW ARE U THERE)

IMB(I AM BORED)

SIS(Still in school)


Watched a movie called The Rainmaker in level 4 just now here in TP library. John Grisham's works are amazing!!

Did my netfund quiz today. Pretty confident. Not initially:)

Saw my besty in the librabry entrance today. She look different, barely noticed her.. Missed her for so long.. Gd to know she's loving her course. Good choice Cik B!! I dont think you would regret now bout dismissing the offer from RP back then.. Ol the best ay..

I feel like a shark waiting for its prey in a dirty water now. Lol..dont be alarmed! What i meant is that i cant wait for 19th may.. Yes u got it rite! Its my payday!!! Yeahhhhh.. ok who wants to eat satay!!!! just kidding.

Signing off for now.. May i have a fruitful weekend.. Adios:)

May 14, 2009

FORMULA 1-14

Energy Audit reminds me of Air Con Subject in ITE. Like it a lot though...

Enough of academic grumblings, so tell me when was the last time you did something for the first time?

Can't really think of niting mate!

Maybe i would like to go and watch a malay theatre show. I have watched one. Oh wait! I have done that! Hmm clubbing?? WHAT!? No no no no.. Nver been there. Never done that. Aint a night type of a guy. Money-wise, religion wise, family-wise and personal-wise and that sums up my decision on that.

But i would love to go on a holiday trip in Malaysia or Thailand one day on a bike of course. Just for some personal experience of being in stranger's land, alone or with friends. But i would love to go there alone first. KL would be nice. Thailand is kinda insecure at most times. Hopefully i could get to brush against some of my idols over there like Siti Nurhaliza, Zizie Izzete, Fasha Sandha, Umie Aida bla bla bla...

Opps gotta go, gonna do my NET FUND for now. Goodbye! Good Day Comp!!

May 13, 2009

Business Continuity Management

Heyya comp..wazzup!! Been gd? Me? I am doing fine here.. Still hanging in..lol

Am still in TP library.Its about 7.30pm now. I have just watched a movie called "Good Will Hunting".

Was taken aback by it. Just blew my hairs off. Realised that there's something more in life than to just filling in what others expect of you.

We should know ourselves very well. Our weaknesses and strengths. Then we could think of ways we could do about it. Doing what we want and most importantly, the things that we love..

I just need you to guide me through alway. My faith in you will never cease.

I had a good today. For the first time, my careperson, didnt mention my name as i have been on a 100% attendance list for the very first time ever since i got into TP. Felt weird though at how much i have changed this sem. How much i have wanted to salvage my future. Regrets??

Actually, i have many regrets. But i realised that there's no way i could move forward if i still live in the past. And i have no regrets now. What is regret? Have you ever feel regretful? Maybe its good if each one of us could just take 1 or 2 minutes off from work and have a good reflection on it.

Lets talk about money now!! Ha ha!! Oh man..i really wanna earn some cash now.. But hmm i guess i will have to relieve myself of any macdonalds work and duty for the moment. Cant wait for the two weeks of holiday in june. Would love to have at least 0.5k with me once its over.. Gotta get a new pair of shoes for daily purpose and 1 more pair for exercising purpose. Save up at least a hundred bucks. I would love to watch Transformers 2 on a gold class ticket uptown in Vivo yeah!! Most importantly, i wanna help my parents. And i wanna help them by focusing on my studies and term test which is just around the corner. For now. For my future...

May 12, 2009

Toshiba 4gb thumbdrive

Feeling tired now.. Drained of quiz and assesed lab work.

2 quizzes on thursday. Important net fund assignment for fri.

Hanging in there.

I cant wait for 19may 2009. I will get my pay soon. Gd thing that its twice a month. 1 pay for every 2 weeks. Most importantly is my hp bill, petrol budget and to save at least 20bucks in the bank per salary received.

Arsenal lost again.. Sucks.. I feel suck... I feel for the lads. I am sure we can bounce back again. I guess we need to boost up our defensive performance. We need chiellini form juve of course. Goodbye RVP, Adebayor and Gallas. I have a feeling that they will wanna go and find new experience. Fabregas too (in the near future). But i have been following the reserves. Good news!!

The likes of gibbs, wilshere, diaby, song, traore, fran merida and bendtner will be crucial for Arsenal's success in the near future.

Congrats Man U. But i will fancy Barcelona to beat them in Champions league. 3-0!!

More work to be done tmr in sch..

Toastmasters out of my mind now..hope to go for the meeting regularly as i have done before.

Congrats Keph! Lead the team ay!!

May 8, 2009

My birthday

Thank you god.. I am 22 now! I feel its gonna be the defining moment in life. I must learn to stand up for myself and believe in whatever i do.

Thanks keph, brandon, cik b and many of my friends for e birthday wishes though i would prefer something more 'material' if u know what i mean ha ha ha juz kidding..

Ok u know what, i am starting to be afraid of netfund lab.. But i love org comm teacher and my group, so happening! Always talk about soccer when she's teaching..lol.. We sit at the back of the class! We are the 'star karat' but most importantly, we finished our project at least 3weeks in advance!!!!!

Ok gonna eat my nuggets now, i mizz my childhood bestfriend cik b, where are you??? Though in same sch..sigh my timetable sucks this term, want to meet my friends oso difficult. Got 9 examinable modules siaa..... Shit man!!

My net fund group happening oso!! Eh i am so into singlish now sia..ha ha u have to adapt sometimes...:)

May 7, 2009

Water Supply System Notes To B Handed IN SOON

Alrite..the title sums up my day...

Bye...

ha ha got you rite!! Surely, you would like to know hows my day..how am i, eat alreasy or not etc etc..lol

So far so gd in sch. Got the hang of having lots of responsibilities already. Oh yeah i cant wait for tomorrow! 2 things! My birthday and my pay which is about 0.2k plus ha ha.. It came at the right time as i am looking forward to being a mature 22year old nerdy dude and also some cash to save and spend he he

Thank you god..

Its between adam, kris and danny now..

Save your files before the time is up lady!!

Please dont let Influenza A virus hit this small red dot.

May 6, 2009

Its 5.45pm and still in sch. Gd thing my group is done with org comm report. One down, many to go...sigh...

So far so gd..but things are really getting hot down here, well thats what we are suppose to expect. So lets just suck it up. Only 3 weeks more to term test. Bloody!!!!!

Had a conversation with my mum yesterday. I told her that of my intention to get a enrol for class 3 (manual) in the near future. Though i already have a class 3a, i am confident i can nick the manual part. Just 3 or 4 lessons would be enough i think. I just need to know how to clutch and touch-up on the parking techniques. I believe i can pass it first time. Believe! But nothing comes easy in life.

Sigh..arsenal lost to man u. Its okay gooners. Cheer-up. We were never expected to be here at the first place and let me tell you that we have proven the critics wrong! Big TIME! An improvement from last season:) I would be happy to see Arshavin marshalling the troops next season cos he's that damm gdddd...

I can't hide my feminine side can't i..

This library is getting packed already with year 1 students i believe misusing the computer by playing lan games!!! ha ha ha you think this is cybercafe is it!!! Look's who is talking lol..

Buzzzzzzing out.

May 4, 2009

Down and out?

Ignore the title if you dont have any idea bout it lol.. Oh gosh! More quizzzzezz and asses(assignments) to come.

I am so tired now..

Oh god..give me strength.

I love 90's.

I love you FT3934J

I will focus more into my studies now.

May 2, 2009

STRESS ANALYSIS

Stress Analysis Time...

Oh god..please help me. I am so stressful now. I dont know if i can make it through this term but i have to pass my emaths2, air con and bcm for sure. My tact is to focus on this 3 subjects and try to nick the others..

Gonna work later at 7pm.

I am so down right now. Should have gone to NS! That's what i have been thinking. But my heart urge me not to give up. Just 1 year plus more and i will be out of this.. I got 2.7 for gpa so what if i hit more than 3 by the time i graduate. Could be great rite?

So this is my plan. NS after poly..most likely i will be hoping to sign on for the police force and work my ass off till the day arrive. But its alrite though cos thats what i have always wanted to be. Further study sounds nice though but its part-time for sure. Oh what the hell, when am i gonna find a girl!? 35? 40? Hey life begins at 40 rite!! (Worst case scenario, just to make myself feel better)


Life is like a box full of chocolates. You never know what you gonna get.

Adam Lambert got the 2nd lowest vote. omg..

I am so into legal thriller.

I hate people who likes to assume things...

Be safe when you ride. Remember, its not just about you.

Apr 29, 2009

Yipee

Yahoo! Thank you god!!

I have passed my Class 2 TP test yesterday.. Yeehaaaaa!!!!! he he Luckilly, it rained only after the test was over.

Hmmm good thing i arrived earlt at SSDC for some self practice just to get comfortable with the bike and to fit into the mood well.. A test as you know, the level of nervousness is extremely high he he

They gave me tag 25. I was like the 2nd last Class 2 rider to take the test. The numbers after 26 are all 2A students. Woohoo, i managed to clear the five obstacles especially the lifting of bike section ( early morning where got energy he he).

Alrite so thats is for motorbikes. I am thinking of taking Class 3 though i already have a 3A license. Hmm i guess there's a good thing i took 3A first and driving my dad's car sometimes. Definitely i will go to CDC to learn it and of course learning it under private.. Maybe not now. My next focus is my studies.

I have good faith in Building SAA, Org Comm, BCM, Networking and CGINT.

I need to build up my faith in emaths, air con, energy audit and comp prog!

Hmm i dont think i will be focusing on cca that much this term.

Will watch tonite's champions league!

Sunday i am going johor.

9th May is payday...counting.....

Do i need a hair-cut?

Apr 27, 2009

Bzzzzzzz Week

Alrite, tmr is gonna be my class 2 TP test at SSDC. I hope i can pass it once. Who doesn't!? he he he

Am i ready? Eveready!!! (reminds me of the camps i have been to)

How's my day? I feel tired(Physically), sick of labs(trapped for 6 hours in an enclosure) and happy at the same time as i have complted one lab assignment and that communication map.

Ok next is printing of air-con notes, workplace scenario (must do tmr k)

Just got my working schedule. Will be working on labour day and the next day. As what i have wanted so many thanks to Salhan who makes the roster. I am sick of filet-o-fish meal hmmm maybe i should try mcspicy with milo but cannot have fries lorr.. EMC they give only 5.95!! (my singlish power horr...lol)

What happened to my eng vocab. Sigh, i need to brush up on it real soon. I have now realised the importance of speaking good english.

Alright, where was i? Ohhhhh..i guess i must go now. Will need to practice lifting my rxz as i will have to lift a Class 2 BIKE tmr morning. Hopefully, i can nick the test.

All the best Arsenal for the Champions League match against Manchester Utd.

Tessa Chan, you are the best Emaths Teacher ever!

I miz my bestfriends Daya and Farhan.

R1 in 6 years time (28yrs old) Kuala Lumpur, Penang and Thailand..wait for me ya, dont declare emergency yet!

Apr 25, 2009

Backs Against The Wall

Darn! Shit!

I am doing 9 modules this semester... Just went for a briefing for all acad warning students which included me.

I dont wish to talk about the past but 1 thing is for sure, i will do my best this term. Though i am afraid of being incapble to cope with many modules, there is still some bits of hope left as i am really beginning to display some right attitudes to my studies and hopefully life in a whole.

Well, it is 1 week since sch started. All i can say is that i am happy knowing some new chaps(as i dont have a fixed class now). Air-con friends are great especially the guys! ha ha

Orgcomm seems like a stroll in the park(if i put my best effort). Its more or less like psps. Teamwork counts for this module and good thing i have a great team in rauf and bryan.

Netfund is off the hook. I can't believe that i am so enthu into this. Did the quiz asap online lol. Lab session was held yesterday. All guys again for my group and guess we have nailed lab 2 without any difficulty. Lan connection, DHCP server,subnet address and stuffs you have never heard. Truth to be told, i fear this subject plus comp prog the most..well initially.

Comprog is pretty tideous and you must pay full attention. Will practice more after school. Alone and fear of ghosts and spirits looming around block 22 after 6pm? Like it or not, i dont bother now.

I am closing myself more to god now...

Adam Lambert to be the nxt American Idol.

Fcuk Phil Brown of Hull City!! You made your team look like cowards!

I just got a new pair of shoes...but i missed my Patricks. I need my pay soon!

All in all, let's save the earth.

Mar 27, 2009

First Post

27/03/09, Friday

21 going 22. Seating in front of the comp at TP library level 4

Feelings: Unhappy, impatient, sad and content in a way.

Decisions: Made quite a few... Mac, Way of life. Can visualise myeslf in few weeks time:)

Ambitions: Complete my Toastmasters' Speech 3, More organised in life

Reflections: Safe and secure at work. Be yourself. Relax and enjoy every moment.

Quote of the day: Freedom is not free