Bayangan Gurauan
Artist: Mega
Tak pernah ku alami
Tak mungkin ku hindari
Di himpit perasaan
Bayangan gurauan
Di dalam jaga ku tercari-cari
Di dalam tidur termimpi-mimpi
Siapakah gadis misteri
Melambai dan terus menyepi
Jangan biarkan ku ternanti-nanti
Usah benarkan masa berlalu pergi
Cintamu oh! gadis misteri
Adakah kekal dan abadi
Andai di berikan emas permata
Ku pilih senyumanmu
Andai kupunyai mahligai indah
Ku hadiahkan untukmu
Dalam berjuta bintang berkelipan
Kau bagaikan kejora
Antara ribuan mata menikam
Takkan kubiarkan kau tenggelam
Di dalam jaga ku tercari-cari
Di dalam tidur termimpi-mimpi
Siapakah gadis misteri
Adakah dapat ku kenali
(Belum puas ku temui)
Oct 17, 2010
Oct 2, 2010
Saturday Nite Rest Only At Heavenly Place I call HOME
Yahoo..4 weeks down and 4 more weeks to go for my PTP stage. Well, if u aint sure what's PTP, it stands for Physical Training Phase!! Damm tiring, hurting and feels like the hell was brought upon us all!! lol.. But i am relishing all of these to the core cos i love the taste of my sweat! It feels great to be free..if only u are in my place, u would know how it feels like. To have your mind finally free from self-imagined fears and past mistakes. Hopefully, i would be a better person from now onwards..
Moving on, its great to finally see my ex WNF getting on with her life once more. Hopefully, she found her one true love and may they live happily together forever. :0 :) Just to admit, i still feel for her but guess its fated we're not meant to be together and the best way is to wish each other best in life.
Being cut away from my civillian life feels like being introduced to a whole new world. You get to know, to experience a different kind of life and discover more about your abillity and potentials. You see new people, learn new rules and to abide them. Being obedient and dedicated is no lonegr an option but a necessity in order to survive and to excel. I saw four SRB guys fainted, being strecthed off to the ambulance perhaps because of heat stroke. They were engaged in the middle of a drill when they gave in to the pain.. I am scared at first seeing them being strecthed off in a life threatening situation..one of them had bubbles and foams gargling out of his mouth..:( But i am here prepared. I would give my very best for my country. It would be an honour:) Fire-fighter till the end!!
Hmmmm..gonna doze off.. Need to recharge my battery once more.. Have a good nite rest:)
Moving on, its great to finally see my ex WNF getting on with her life once more. Hopefully, she found her one true love and may they live happily together forever. :0 :) Just to admit, i still feel for her but guess its fated we're not meant to be together and the best way is to wish each other best in life.
Being cut away from my civillian life feels like being introduced to a whole new world. You get to know, to experience a different kind of life and discover more about your abillity and potentials. You see new people, learn new rules and to abide them. Being obedient and dedicated is no lonegr an option but a necessity in order to survive and to excel. I saw four SRB guys fainted, being strecthed off to the ambulance perhaps because of heat stroke. They were engaged in the middle of a drill when they gave in to the pain.. I am scared at first seeing them being strecthed off in a life threatening situation..one of them had bubbles and foams gargling out of his mouth..:( But i am here prepared. I would give my very best for my country. It would be an honour:) Fire-fighter till the end!!
Hmmmm..gonna doze off.. Need to recharge my battery once more.. Have a good nite rest:)
Sep 12, 2010
A New Life
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all muslims around the world. WowwwwWeeeee...its a new life. Its been 1 week into National Service and everything is surely different like totally opposite. But i like it! Civil Defence yeah!
Oooo..great celebration but i guess all this will be lost during my physical training in camp lol. I must say that the meals over there were delicious! Ha ha...
Ok..i hope to meet up soon with some people like Farhan, Cik B and some others once i am free..It will be like 2 weeks stay-in here in camp. Today is 12september, so u add 14days u get...?? And great, i am a platoon ic..lol but i dont mind it really..
Ok gotta head off to Jalan Bahar!! I miss u Singapore and please dont play with fire or i will have to come to wherever the place is. he he he
Enjoy your day!!!!
Oooo..great celebration but i guess all this will be lost during my physical training in camp lol. I must say that the meals over there were delicious! Ha ha...
Ok..i hope to meet up soon with some people like Farhan, Cik B and some others once i am free..It will be like 2 weeks stay-in here in camp. Today is 12september, so u add 14days u get...?? And great, i am a platoon ic..lol but i dont mind it really..
Ok gotta head off to Jalan Bahar!! I miss u Singapore and please dont play with fire or i will have to come to wherever the place is. he he he
Enjoy your day!!!!
Sep 4, 2010
Sahur Time!!
Heyya folkz! Yeah yeah..its me once again, sitting rite here in this very same room trying to think of what to type. he he Ermm..time check. I am left with 3 more days of my civillian life and it would take another 2 more years before i can sleep like a baby once again lol..Narhh, things will change and for the better, i prefer to be a fireman all the way.
I managed to see Geylang Serai at night with my parents the other day. I've alwasy told them that i would like to see Geylang Serai at night with the lightings and the celebration mood over there. It was nice and i will take this with me to camp. I've just watched the Pursuit of Happiness and it really opened my eyes. Throughout all this years, i have alwasy look down on myself. I tried to get involved in relationships and obviously it didnt work as i have miserably failed from them twice. I lost many good friends of mine and i guess its my fault. I dont deserve to be their friend simply because i was very selfish throughout the period. You know who you are.. I miss talking and hanging out with my best friends. Guess, i am pretty fucked up. And its a factual summary. I am losing faith and i am losing it anymore cos now, i am trying hard to make myself closer to god..to forgive what i've done and to give blessings to people i love..
I wont forget people who have stood by me...family and friends.
I managed to see Geylang Serai at night with my parents the other day. I've alwasy told them that i would like to see Geylang Serai at night with the lightings and the celebration mood over there. It was nice and i will take this with me to camp. I've just watched the Pursuit of Happiness and it really opened my eyes. Throughout all this years, i have alwasy look down on myself. I tried to get involved in relationships and obviously it didnt work as i have miserably failed from them twice. I lost many good friends of mine and i guess its my fault. I dont deserve to be their friend simply because i was very selfish throughout the period. You know who you are.. I miss talking and hanging out with my best friends. Guess, i am pretty fucked up. And its a factual summary. I am losing faith and i am losing it anymore cos now, i am trying hard to make myself closer to god..to forgive what i've done and to give blessings to people i love..
I wont forget people who have stood by me...family and friends.
Aug 31, 2010
Benci Dalam Rindu -Anis Shahira Hashim
Oh my god!! Only like 8 more days to Basic Rescue Training Centre(BRTC). A nerves-wrangling mission but an important one for the sake of my lovely home nation Singapore heeee.. So dont play with fire folks or we the hot boyz will be comin to get ya.
Hopefully, i will get to know many friends and increase my life knowledge in this coming 2 years. I will be officially graduating on 7th September 2012. Thats something dont u think so? I'll miz many things like watching soccer on tv especially. ARSENAL!!! I love you Arsenal Football Club!
Ooo i guess i am getting some abs. Its there but not completely there maybe after 3 months hopefully, i'll be like Taylor Lautner he he.. Naarhh its all about fitness.
The other day i went back to my village in Simpang Renggam, i saw this pretty malay girl at a supermarket in the city region of Simpang Renggam. The supermarket is called Target and oh my god, i guess love was struck at first sight. She works as the store assistant as i can see from the attire she's wearing and i guess she's about 17, 18 or 19 years old but boy-oh boy, she has the sweetest smile of them all. It wasnt on planned when our eyes meet each other and i dont know why i just gave a smile to her out of my shocking disbelief on myself!! I know who i am..so shy..but i was different back there. A strange feeling encapsulate me at that moment and if only my parents werent there or were busy looking for groceries at the corners, i may have approached her. :P haiz..i've never approached a girl so i am now thinking of a tagline to use. Maybe.."Hai..agak-agak bile kite boleh couple??" ha ha thats from Nabil Raja Lawak on youtube lol. Hmm..i am sad i had to leave the mart without knowing her name. But i hope to be back again one day. :P Siapakah si gadis misteri itu??
Syukur kepadamu Ya Allah..
Hopefully, i will get to know many friends and increase my life knowledge in this coming 2 years. I will be officially graduating on 7th September 2012. Thats something dont u think so? I'll miz many things like watching soccer on tv especially. ARSENAL!!! I love you Arsenal Football Club!
Ooo i guess i am getting some abs. Its there but not completely there maybe after 3 months hopefully, i'll be like Taylor Lautner he he.. Naarhh its all about fitness.
The other day i went back to my village in Simpang Renggam, i saw this pretty malay girl at a supermarket in the city region of Simpang Renggam. The supermarket is called Target and oh my god, i guess love was struck at first sight. She works as the store assistant as i can see from the attire she's wearing and i guess she's about 17, 18 or 19 years old but boy-oh boy, she has the sweetest smile of them all. It wasnt on planned when our eyes meet each other and i dont know why i just gave a smile to her out of my shocking disbelief on myself!! I know who i am..so shy..but i was different back there. A strange feeling encapsulate me at that moment and if only my parents werent there or were busy looking for groceries at the corners, i may have approached her. :P haiz..i've never approached a girl so i am now thinking of a tagline to use. Maybe.."Hai..agak-agak bile kite boleh couple??" ha ha thats from Nabil Raja Lawak on youtube lol. Hmm..i am sad i had to leave the mart without knowing her name. But i hope to be back again one day. :P Siapakah si gadis misteri itu??
Syukur kepadamu Ya Allah..
Aug 25, 2010
Muscle STRAIN
ooo i guess i've pulled my leg muscle.. Hmm that was like 2 days ago and thank god, its beginning to feel better now. I hope i can get 100percent fit soon so i could train up properly.
Today, i am going to head over to my village at Malaysia right after sahur. I guess i will be driving there with my family and i am so keen to drive because it will be not too long before such opportunity exist ever again. It will only be for 1 day 1 night cos my mom has been missing the spirit or ramadan over there and she wants to feel the experience over at Simpang Reggam, Johor which is about 70-80 kilometers away from Tuas Checkpoint. Normally, if it is a good day as in weekeday and aint a holiday, the journey would be fast and smooth. It takes like 1 hour 15 mins or so from my house to my village if i go at 120 km/hr.
Hmm i am so addicted to the sinetron Jelita on suria. I thought Agnes Monica was really pretty and elegant in that show along with the hero whom to me would be somehow familliar with the way i will treat Jelita if i were in the show.
Lastly, i pray to god it will be a safe journey.
Today, i am going to head over to my village at Malaysia right after sahur. I guess i will be driving there with my family and i am so keen to drive because it will be not too long before such opportunity exist ever again. It will only be for 1 day 1 night cos my mom has been missing the spirit or ramadan over there and she wants to feel the experience over at Simpang Reggam, Johor which is about 70-80 kilometers away from Tuas Checkpoint. Normally, if it is a good day as in weekeday and aint a holiday, the journey would be fast and smooth. It takes like 1 hour 15 mins or so from my house to my village if i go at 120 km/hr.
Hmm i am so addicted to the sinetron Jelita on suria. I thought Agnes Monica was really pretty and elegant in that show along with the hero whom to me would be somehow familliar with the way i will treat Jelita if i were in the show.
Lastly, i pray to god it will be a safe journey.
Aug 23, 2010
Counting down the days..
Yeah, i am counting down the days.. Its fightening knowing u r gonna be leaving this life and be a changed person. I know i am so hard to accept changes but i hope that due to the nature of this change being a forced one, i will gradually be a better person. Matured, fit and happy.
My preparation for National Service are well in order. Its good knowing that i have improved much on my fitness level. Though its a fasting month, i kept on jogging and doing some physical activities in the late afternoon for like 5 times a week. There wasnt any problems as i am able to tahan myself he he from drinking water rite after every physical training session. fuhhh..
Its 4.35am now, i guess i will be going off for sahur soon.. Oh ya, yesterday, i went to geylang serai with my mom and aunt early in the morning for wet marketing ha ha. First time over there in this ramadan and i should say its a nice experience...but i can't imagine how many people visiting this place on weekend nights. Sure packed! Oh no..
Arsenal won 6-0 against Blackpool and i was there!!!! One more game before 7th sept. SCDF :( :)
My preparation for National Service are well in order. Its good knowing that i have improved much on my fitness level. Though its a fasting month, i kept on jogging and doing some physical activities in the late afternoon for like 5 times a week. There wasnt any problems as i am able to tahan myself he he from drinking water rite after every physical training session. fuhhh..
Its 4.35am now, i guess i will be going off for sahur soon.. Oh ya, yesterday, i went to geylang serai with my mom and aunt early in the morning for wet marketing ha ha. First time over there in this ramadan and i should say its a nice experience...but i can't imagine how many people visiting this place on weekend nights. Sure packed! Oh no..
Arsenal won 6-0 against Blackpool and i was there!!!! One more game before 7th sept. SCDF :( :)
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