Dilemma

What should i do?

Am i giving up. Is what i have attempted to do is a sign of me giving up... I don't know.

Police or Diploma?

I want to work. I have finally realised the truth in sem 2.2 but would it be already too late.?I am scheduled for an interview this sat for the post of full-time police officer. Its what i want to do in life.

I am not willing to dissapoint my parents anymore if i cant get a diploma. I think i want to repay them back by working full-time, earning my money. Saving up. I know i have made mistakes in the past but i hope i wont regret anything in the future..

I am still pondering. I think i have lost my interest in studies...i think.