Life Will Try To Knock You Out

Tell me,how can you be feeling lonely in your heart but peaceful at the same time?

I dont know man. This is what i have been feeling for few months.There are few things i have regretted. There are still things for me to reflect and cherish. Life hasn't been that great for the past 7 years in my life. Could it be that i am so focus on my failures and bad experience that all those good things that happened slowly faded away in my life?

Things happen for a reason. I guess this is what they call fate. Maybe god has some plan for me. I must stay strong and have faith. I know i must not be pessimistic from now onwards. I will try my best to correct every mistake asap. I forgive myself for my past and i want to move forward. I hope its the dawn of a new era in my life.

I miss her...and she's happy with someone else. I will always be happy for her.